Sunday, October 31, 2010
Halloween Post.
because,
she's in a very good place now.
and,
my mummy told me, she left while sleeping.
she didn't suffer from any pain..
and that's a relief.
if she had to leave,
praying for her to not suffer from pain before she leave it's the only thing we want, and wish for her.
i'll always remember her.
i guess i really learn now.
i no longer want the feeling of regret and grudge to torture me.
so, yeah.
seriously, guys.
appreciate the people around you.
and when you think that you have,
ask again,
are you really appreciating?
or just barely enjoying the moment?
if you ask me,
what can you do to show you truly appreciate?
honestly,
i have no answer either.
i guess this is a self-judegement thing...
HAPPPY HALLOWEEN, people!!!
back in my home country, we don't really celebrate.
but,
according to my list down there,
i realise there are readers for other countries that celebrate?
haha. :)
oh well, celebrate or not,
still,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
what will you be this year?
ENJOY!!
though i'm in Melb now,
i still can't celebrate!
first of all, it would be a disrespect for my aunt to celebrate now..
and,
i'm having my finals tomorrow!! );
how in the world will you expect me to have fun tonight?!
brrrr.
VU arrangements for exam are so sucky! *at times -.-
....a slight moment of wild imagination,
i was just wondering what will i be if non of those happen..
and i still have no idea. o.o
oh well.
good luck for my finals!
i'll be home soon.
and to all my readers, thank you! CLICK CLICK CLICK okay? ;p
thank you..
love, cong
Thursday, October 28, 2010
至挚爱的大姨姨
不会忘,
因为忘不了。
不会爱,
因为无法再更爱了...
195* - 2010,我们永远的亲人
love, cong
sweetdream
加油!陈子聪,加油吧~
yum yum!
p.s// Zee is NOT a boy, but a TOMBOY. i'm so shocked when i heard her voice, totally sounds like a guy~ she's a mix britain and indo but live in thailand. ;p haha.
love, cong.
Monday, October 25, 2010
深夜之反省篇
逛了几乎一天才买到爸爸,妹妹和姐姐的,
弟弟和妈妈,还有阿姨的,今天暂时放弃了~ -,-
Friday, October 22, 2010
wae? means, why in Korean. (;
goes round and round in my head for ga-zillion times!
WHY!?
looking at them makes me wonder,
Picture Puuurrfeccctto!! Of course!! (; there's my junpyo and my jihu! C;
and of course, he looks great even when he's emotionless. ;p
Seung Jo! :) he even looks great in curly hairr!
i wanted to post more of his photos on the later episodes of Mischievous Kiss, but i can't find it yet. Maybe some other time. (;
Okay.
Kim Hyun Joong/Yun JiHoo/Bek Seung Jo, you guys have met him, like way back on my previous posts.
But,
this guy here, it's his FIRST APPERANCE in my blog!! (;
he's not the sunshine kind of cute guy,
STILL BREATHE TAKING!
seriously, no joke.
especially in BLACK!
black is like, made for him!
i hereby, introduce my new love. (;
*or maybe i should say, introduce another new love into my list! xD
NO MIN WOO!!!
i really love this picture of him! :)
first, he's in black.
second, he's hair is black.
fourth, he didn't post for this. i like!! x 10000. C;
teehee.
he acted in My Girlfriend is a 9tailed fox.
as the second male lead.
yup, then again,
the second male lead are always the sweetest!! yet, never gets the girl..
);
in this drama, it's much worst.
because,
the female lead was his lost love few thousand years back,
the grandmama god used her spirit and made the current female lead.
and he never gets her love even then..
what's worst?
he has to suffer this heartbreak for many many thousand years,
since he'll never aged. *yup, he's half demon half human (;
that's what makes this drama so COOOOL! C;
A MUST WATCH!
more more more...
too hot to resist? :)
he's a vet in the drama!! A BONUS!! :) hot compassionate guy. C;
!!! (*;
DANG! BLACK makes HIM HOTTTER!!
i ain't joking right? :)
this is Lee Seung Gi. C; cute boyy~ love him too!
and i love the female lead, Shin Min Er. :D she's ubbberrrr cutee!!! (;
and this is Xiao Gui.
maybe its the way they smile?
or because, they both have dimples?
they just look alike. o.o
for me lar.. ;p
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
冲动和理智之间的挣扎
Saturday, October 16, 2010
第七年
我们之间的擦肩而过,
是你的意愿, 我的不情愿, 还是缘份的坚持?
那年,
我们还是小孩,
我,被青春迷惑,
你,置身事外,却愿意陪我沉沦..
你一直假装着,
我一直相信着,
我们彼此都没说破,
是希望它有一天能成真?
还是明白了开始是错误的?
错,就错吧。
我宁愿就这样错一辈子!
可你呢?
我,
是真的喜欢过。
可你呢?
却被迫接受那可悲的施舍。
由理想变成泪水,
由相恋变成暗恋,
许多年后的我们,
你依然是你,
而我,多了许多习惯,
习惯在夜里念着你,
习惯一个人傻笑着,
甚至,
习惯单恋你的感觉...
我,
依旧习惯。
更痛的是,习惯竟被事实伴随着。
原来那么爱我的你,和那么爱你的我,
都停滞在曾经的时候, 爱情...就结束了
我会学着,
让你在没有我的地方疯狂,
让我在没有你的世界坚强。
外面下雪了,
又过一年了吗?
时间仍在,飞逝的,是我们。
♥ THE REAL PROPOSAL OF THE YEAR! ♥
yup! on the billboard around Tropicana City Mall!
awww! every girl will burst into tears to see that. ;)
and then..
another proposal dinner suprise! in a Mamak. :) because they love Mamak.
it's all so pinktified and dreamy~
oh my! it's like a princess's tea time, full with pink&white flowers, AND cuppie cakes!!
the decorations!
the souvenirs of that night. :)
and of course,
even the band it shaped as a heart. :)
touching enough?
girls, can't take it already?
wait till you see the wedding!
it was breathe taking!
swept me off my feet!!! C;
seriously,
is THAT great! awesome! use any word that describe something bazaarly great!
but i don't think i can post any pictures of the wedding here,
it's not right. i guess?
but it's on LengYein's facebook!
trust me, girls. go have a look.
and you'll be thinking,
' DAMN, how ever more lucky can she be! that's what i want for my wedding too! '
trust me!
or maybe is just me being so caught up with the wedding idea.
teehee. :)
but seriously, go have a look.
it's beautiful!
they even had their wedding photos taken at the snow moutain to present a white fairy tale theme! :)
the wedding dinner venue was decorated with a man made tree, known as the love tree, all white, leaves hanging down,
you know, like the avatar tree!
the cocktail dinner and the flower decorations! :)
the dress, the shoe, the makeup, the car, the wardrobe! and the people.
the link to view her wonderful wedding :
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/lengyein?v=photos
there's total 6album! :)
this is the link to view her wedding video :
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=452282396796&ref=mf
my, it's really wonderful. :)
i envy her so much.
so here, i wish LengYein and her husband,
永远幸福快乐!
百年好合!
执子之手,与子偕老!♥
and also, for everyone that's inlove, soon to be in love or still searching for love,
愿天下人有情人终成眷属!♥
:)
♥ LOVE IS SO IN THE AIR! C; ♥
Monday, October 11, 2010
the ultimate sweetest cuppie cake!
damn! their chocolate milk tastes better than ours back in Mas. huhu~ ;)
it's the only thing i drink other than skyjuice.
i was thinking, since i want something sweet yet not fattening or unhealthy,
might as well take milk than softdrinks. C;
i've been back here in Melb for quite some time,
of course, one thing you should never doubt that i am, always, will always be missing you wonderful people back in Mas.
the feeling is very confusing,
sometimes, it hurts so bad.
yet, sometimes it's tooooo sweet that i can't help it but smile. ;3
so i'll tell myself, cong! few more weeks, just hold on for few more weeks and you'll be home sweet home!
yup! that's the only motivation i have given myself from the very first day!
the assignments are killing me!!
i have two dued next week, on the freaking same day! brrrr.
but then again, what's a student life without assignments, right? :D
oh well!
nothing special happen over here.
but how's everything over there?
doing fine, everyone? :)
being here, far far away from home gives me loads and i mean LOADs of time to think stuffs through..*maybe too many! xD
my sister said i've changed on the last trip home.
it makes me wonder.
did i?
she said, to her, i give her a more mature feeling now..
is this a good thing?
then again, i thought..
my mummy used to say that i have this merit, advantage or whatsoever you called it.
she says, i'm the happy-go-lucky kind,
the kind that in a cantonese sayings, 'even if the sky falls down, he/she will take it as a blanket..'
did i get it right? ahh, it's 天塌下来也当被盖。
it describes a person who basically takes everything easily and happily.
but am i?
i doubt so,
maybe i used to be, but no longer.
if i am,
how come i can't accept changes?
if i am,
how come i can't stop missing home?
if i am,
how come i keep wanting to go home?
if i am,
how come it hurts when conflicts happen between me and my love ones?
do i have to lose myself like that?
to lose the only advantage i have in me?
grr, i hate growing up. it makes you lose the original you.
and the worst of it?
you can't get it back,
because when you do, you're literally trying to force/gain something back.
people will say you're fake.
boohoo.
what to do?
life...
so full of worries...
:)
love, cong.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
my mid sem break in MAS. :)
it was great, no! more than great, to be home! :)
the moment where the plane touched down, and the captain said, '...to visitors, welcome to Malaysia, and to Malysians, welcome home.'
gosh, i almost cried that very moment! tears were already in my eyes. but i held on.
lol. i bet people will think that i'm nuts! ;p
anyhoo,
i reached safely..
and sin was standing right there to welcome me !! ;) lee as well.
we had MACDEE for breakfasttt!!
miss having macd breakfast with sin, or to say, with someone. haha. (;
my eyes were superrrb red though, why!? didn't sleep AT ALL on plane..
i was darn hyper on the way home! :)
missed MAS's car and car no.plate. lol! silly me. ;p
first thing when i reach home!?
call for PHUMBAA BOY!
and guess what? he still remembers me!
he ran, jump on the sofa where i was, and started merajuk-ing! C;
awwwww, i miss phumbaa doing that to me.
overwhelmed with happiness!
then went to kiss Felix and welcome Chanel!!
after all those lovey-dovey scenes, i dug out all snacks i carried back from oz!
my whole bag was practically full with snacks! haha. :)
i even brought Macaroons home! heh. C;
the next thing i did!? hop on my bed and roll on it..
ahhhh. the best thing in life is to get to sleep on your own bed huh?
i slept for like an hour only.
because i have to get prepared for a wedding dinner in bentong.
exciteddd! because my first dinner is gonna be cuisines made for wedding!!
OH MY! the dishes was GREAT! especially the TONG-BO MEAT.
my mummy had to stop me from eating. imagine. o.o
the satisfaction, the wonderful people around me..
mmm. :) love that night.
busy, busy, busy..
next morning, my family left to raub for a soft lauch of my daddy's project!
cong is so proud of her daddy! because the housing project was awesome!
i never knew how my daddy's project looks like, it was great to get to see his signature under the 'pemaju' titled. haha.
i was even joking to my brother when he wanted to touch the house model where people weren't allow to touch..
i was like : boy, i know this belongs to your father, still don't touch it!
justjoking. :)
but i had fun, like uberrrrb fun! i love hanging with my family!!
we talked and laugh!! i can't believe i missed it sooooooooooooooooooooooo muccch!
later that night, i went dinnner with my awesome love ones!
it was a dinner to celebrate for out september and october babies! :)
awwwwww.
i miss them mucch! so so so so so so so happy to get to see them!!
though not all of them, but happy enough!
went to tee's after the dinner, enjoying, relaxing, chilling and OF COURSE, toook plenty photos!!
this part me of me never change. ;p
i had the best sleeep that night, never felt better. mmmmm~~
3rd day, went for a movie with my family. :) The Legend of Fist - Chen Zhen. :)
i felt super pampered and love, because my family asked me what i wanted to eat!
so i chose Canton-i.
was kinda disappointed though, they had better food before.
and there's no more roast goose. D; big no no!
then my mummy's birthday celebration, C; we had dinner in a chinese restaurant!
got mummy a small LongChamp bag. she wanted a marketing bag, so yeah, marketing bag as you wish!! teehee.
and yammchaa with my peeeps, :) didn't stay as late as i expected! xD but tonnes of fun!
Malacca food trip with sing, yih, qian, sin and yih!! i was real happppyyy!! even now i still miss it! it's was wonderfull. we should do it again!
the next destination will be penang and langkawi, alright!? :D
mmm, ohhh! Picnic in FRIM with my family and relative..it was kinda celebration for my brother's birthday as well! hmmm, what should i get him!? :) hehe. shhh, it's a secret.
i wanted a nice cake for him too, but it was too late. ;( feel bad... haiseh..
MY OH MY, though i feel grateful about mother nature..and i heart it too,
but please never ask me to BE IN IT for too long..
i hate it. the GIGANTIC ANTS, the annnoooyyyinng cold leeches..
GRRR!!!!! BIGGIE NO NO!!
but i had to admit, the scenary and the greens was great!!! :)
we should do it too? right guys?
another yamchaa in Ss2 with to see kok and cowie and chunkeat!! :D
all and all i had funnn!!
ONE WORD to sum it all up,
FANTASTIC!
i really love being back in MAS. :)
i'm thrilled to see all my love ones, and i hope you guys feel the same as well. C;
this trip back home made my life here in oz so unreal.
being back home makes me feel that i was never in oz, never lived alone here in oz, never had left home..i don't know why. but i like! :*)
and and, somehow i felt daddy was happy too. daddy never really shows how he felt, but this trip home..i actually felt daddy and mummy was glad that i was home. :)
evidence :
daddy was in the petrol station paying for petrol, usually he just pays, get his cigarette and leave..but that day, before he pays, he came out and ask us what do we wanna buy!
awww. i know to some of you, it's nothing. but to me, it was touching. :) hehe. even mummy was like, what's up with him today, why so nice? haha!
on the day itself where i was about to leave, i went shopping with mummy in MNG. :)
phewww. misssed shopping! i manage to get two pieces, mummy too!
the day before, both my sistas got some from MNG as well!!
loveee shopping with themm!!
guess we are all MNG lovers!! C;
let pictures tell the story alright? (;
it goes backwards - from picnic to Malacca then mummy's bday and finally the sep+oct babies celebration!
Malacca (;
we da pao pork satay and eat at the roadside when the shop is just one block beside!! xD
mummy's prettty pretty cake! :)
i wanted to show more! especially the family photo.. but..
i manage to grab this corset petite dress from topshop last minute! and it's only rm70! love it!!
group 1, with cheesing. :)
group 2, with kwankit and his girl. :)
dinner in de italian restaurant! i love foood there! yum yum! will be back soon! :)