岁月真的不留人，

时光过着，如今已一年。

他...不在的事实已烫在我心湖里一年。

伤，仍在淌血...

记忆，仍停在那一年的晚上。

新年又过了，

是没有他的第一个新年。

麻木的过了，还是不知道该说什么。

原来还以为的坚强，顷刻间，支离破碎。

我，好想你...

纵使体谅了，却终究无法释怀。

所以，还是会问，您回来，好不好？

爸...生日快乐...

the end.

i never regret to always blog.

for now, this blog has been filled with all my memories i've spend with my loved ones.

looking back,

when i said 2010 was a bad year.

i was being a fool

i didn't know.. 2011 was the worst in my whole entire life.

...

the men who i loved most and loved me back like no other men in the whole universe,

left...

everything is shatter into pieces for me now.

i don't seem to have the urge to blog anymore.

it's been 6 months already.

every minute every second i still misses him.

it's like a part of me died when he left.

maybe one day i will blog again, just not now..

love, cong.

新年快乐

看着别人家开开心心的过着等了一年的大日子，
看着舞狮，鞭炮热热闹闹地迎着新春...
竟令我有一种想哭的感觉。

我好羡慕，
他们能一家子聚在一起吃团年饭，
一起谈笑风声，
一起看电视，
一起玩烟花，
一起说说别人的糗事，
一起吃家乡宵夜，
一起待到深夜...
*我好想回家乡过新年，长这么大，我第一次不再那里过年...

往日种种仍历历在目，
只是看着别人家的时候，
感觉特别的珍贵，特别的期待。
等了一年，筹备了一年，
本想欢欢喜喜和家人度过新的一年，
却无法实现。

原来，
新春佳节的意义，
我今才明白。
然，
却错过了，人生里的其中一个新年。

我没有埋怨，
只是心里那种很期盼，很期盼新春来临的感觉需要得到纾解...

新年快乐。
今年没什么机会说‘恭喜发财’
所以，
恭喜发财咯~

A very late post and a very late happy new year.

I guess, i'm a WAY better blogger when i'm back in Melbourne.
When i'm home, i don't know why, i literally have NO TIME at all to blog. ;p
i hate spending my time blogging when i can be with my love ones. :)
so yeah, sorry for the superb late one.
A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)
i wish for the best for everyone in this brand new shining plastic year! teehee. *winks


Well, i have a whole list of events and activity i did after i touched down.
took plenty of pictures, because i was thinking to post it on blog here.
unfortunately.. i have no time. ;p or, maybe i'm too occupied! haha. oh well.
as i don't have much time now either ; i just steal some individual time now cause i'm the only one at home to blog - so i hope pictures can tell how HAPPY i am to be back here! :)

gosh, see how my dear Chanel girl grow. yesterday she was like that, and now she's like this!! :)

what a cute couple right?

:)

and may i here introduce our new family member.

MUSHU! :)

he was adopted.

shoooo cute right?

he lives in qian's place now, showered with love!

here me Phumbaa and Mushu boy.
you probably can't tell that Mushu is actually elder than Phumbaa boy. ;p

Then,

Congratulations again to kok's sister! :)

Newly Wed!

teehee.

kok invited us over for a pre wedding dinner.

it's too bad he stayed only for a few days. );

glad that he's coming backie real soon!
kok and sai had post for the picture! :)

those who attended the dinner. :) i mean, my friends. not the whole of the guest!

oh yeah! i have a video of kok trying to burst the balloon, with a toothpick in his mouth.

it was hilarious! xD haha.

but i guess i have to seek for permission first! ;p

In my gang,

every month is there to celebrate,

cause we have babies from January to December.

It was November, and our only November baby is Yih. :)

me and qian baked cuppa cakes for his to celebrate his 20th! :)

but the suprised we plan? FAILURE!

we'd even waited under the rain.. and still it failed!

brrrr.

cute cute? :)

Another November baby, not in my gang,
but one of my family member!
yes!
it's my dear elder sister!
it was her 2*th birthday on November 29!
i ordered this super sweet looking cake for her, and glad that she love it!

yup, baby yellow decorated with shocking pink cream ribbon!
can it be ever cuter? :)))

Time flies,

finally it's the end of the year. and the last month of the year, aka. Holy Month.

it's ME BIRTHDAY! :)

i was born on the Dec 20th, just like Tun Dr.Mahatir - Malaysia's 4th Prime Minister & JoJo - the singer & Patty Hou - Jay's Ex.

well i'm sure there's many more, but these are the ones that i come to know of. :)

sadly,

i was not here to celebrate and sin gave a me pre celebration!

he brought me to this uber super restaurant that i love love love so much in KL! :)

it's known as Cafe Cafe KL.

French Food on the menu yo~ :)

i will, and i know it well that i'll be going back there real soon!

Oh my! the environment is to die for!

it's so my dream house like, Parisian Classic like! ;)

PICTURES? See Below!

not this one! ;p i was disturbing Chanel. xD

me birthday cake! :) like it, but don't love it.
i was actually quite disappointed,
i wanted solid purple not light purple.
i wanted Strawberry Short Cake not Princess Cake. ):
ahh, oh well! :)

haha. on the way to KL. Massive Jam! KL, typical~

okay okay, here goes! :)
this is the toilet!!

this is the corner i sat,
it was with christmas decoration!
breath taking ain't it? (:

mirrors were hung on the wall,
light dimmed that was hung with chain of pearls..
oh.. so romantic!! :D

the table setting..
i'm really curious about the upper floor. but it was closed! );
this! this is what you see when you first step into the restaurant!

i can tell you that i fell in love, INSTANTLY with the restaurant!! :)

Oh~

The next morning,

i hop on a plane and left to Bangkok!

A Shoppin heaven i must say!

Way better than GuangZhou!

Seriously.

IN Guangzhou, only we girls can shop, daddy? no no.

sometimes i feel bad that he didn't get to shop.

But here in Bangkok. :)

Daddy get to shop along too!

i'm so happy and satisfied!!

my dad even said : you can shop until you die here! ;p

HAHAHA!

so i guess,

Bangkok will be our new shopping trip! :)

Besides shopping, i get to see tigers and i even get to hold a baby tiger! :)

and my cousins celebrated my birthday there! ohh.. many many stuffs to talk about!

this is the only photo i show about bangkok cause i'm planning to make an individual post about it later!! :) hehe. Stay Tune.

Siracha Tiger Zoo. Cute Cute big cats!! (:

Came back on the 22nd. :)

and here comes the warmest day of the whole year!

Christmas Eve!

it neve fails to warm my heart!

after having home made western dinner with my family,

instead of partying or clubbing.

i celebrated it in CheeSing's. :)

with few bottles of alcohol, poker cards, snacks and kareoke!
i don't mind being any where as long as i'm celebrating with the right person,

right people? :)

And the list goes on,

we decided to go for Go-Cart on the 29th of December. :)

Alot went!

but i chicken out last minute.

i don't know just feel so insecure about the whol driving in the track idea. :)
but i had fun just watching them race! hehe.

lunch at Taylor's Lake Side in Mikhail's restaurant.

Nice food! :) GO GO GO!

it was 3 in the noon..

we left to get ready for dinner at Tee's.

STEAMBOAT!

i love steamboat for the fact that people get to sit down and talk while waiting for the food,

it's even better when we have it on a cold weather- in Mas, usually after rainining or while raining. :)

hmm, so warmie!!

hehe.

this dinner was intended to be a late celebration for yih's birthday and.. mine? o.0

haha.

:)

it was funny cause i was so embarassed when they sang the birthday song.

i know they did it on purpose, don't get me wrong i wasn't angry or mad.

just... felt embarassed! haha.

but it will be a nicce and sweet memory! :)

thank you guys! muacx.

Group Photos! (:

Last day of 2010.
:)

how should i feel?

sad?!

Hell No.

i'm so glad you're gone, 2010!

cause you took away too many of my love ones!

2011,you listen!

please treat me better, alright? :) muacx.

I care about my family and love ones feelings alot,

so sometimes, i feel restless when i don't get to satisfy both sides.

like Xmas eve,

i manage to have dinner with my family and relatives in The Ship, Damansara. :)

later, i went to join my lovely BFFs in Desa Park City for the New Year Count Down!

i was all hyper and happy that night!

i'm glad that i was able to share my childhood card game with them,

even glad that we all enjoyed the game and had fun! :)

so glad that i get to see my girls!

never can i be more glad that i was able to welcome a brand new year with them! :)

of course, if my family were here, it'd be perfect!

:)

found a good spot to watch the fireworks!



There goes my list for 2010.

:)

i'm still working on my New Year Resolutions!

haha.

i'll post it up ASAP.

though there were hard times in 2010,

there were happy one as well.

and for those good or bad,

i'm so glad i had you all with me.

here,

i sincerely wish for a better year for everyone!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN, PEOPLE!

with all my love,

cong.

i'm not dead, YET

:)
HIYA.
i know, i suckie suck suck.
i reached MAS safe and sound.
wanted to blog so bad. took many photos, but had no time.
);
because i'm too caught up with stuffs here.
i feel that there's too many stuffs to do, but too little time!
but i will blog within this week. (;
muacxx.

another emotional freak.

' the memories change as i grow older. it use to be on purpose'

i found it in one of the blog randomly. love it.

feeling blue.
i actually wanted to blog in my other blog,
a blog i miss so much..
a blog for 4 girls..
a blog full with friendship, love and dramas.


a blog that reminds me so much of my high school,
the goods, the bads, the worst, the best..
we've been through a lot.
we should be closer to each other right?
but how come...
when i look back to our posts..
i can feel nothing but depress..
i can't smile but tear.


looking back,
momo always revolves around us, jumping up and down demanding for something we should do together,
cind will just suddenly hug me from the back and smile so brightly when she'd startled me,
qian will try sneak out from her class as many time as possible to come over to ours and have fun..
ying will always be the one socialling with everyone, but be my baobei when she's with us..


but what is happening now?
yes, we do still talk and all..
but the times we talk?
not what bestfriends will have.

i really miss those days.
we were once that close, and now..
sometimes, i hate it but have to admit that,
we maybe only just friends that looks really close from the outside..
but what are we inside?
i don't know, i don't dare to think..
of course,
to me,
you girls are still who you people used to be.


what can i do?!
what can i do to save my friendship?
i wander at all times,
what is the proper way to maintain a friendship?
i suck at maintaining friendships..
a total loser!

always using annoying ways to maintain..
they don't even work a bit.
do they?

我真的很不愿意去承认，我们好像都只是空有虚表，就是所谓的‘金玉其外，败絮其中’。
告诉我，
我能做什么？

不是的，

我们没有吵架，

只是我在反省。

总是在反省，

总是拼命的去做好一个朋友该做的本份。

却，每次都用错了方式。

我好讨厌这样的自己，

总是在扮演朋友的角色里，

感到很挫败。

为什么，我竟让自己的友情，一次又一次的从我身边消失，

却依然无法把它掌握好。

....

是我的问题吗？

i'm so stressed out.
Corporate Law is killing me.
but a call from my uncle from Sydney today,
made my day.
he called to ask me to study hard and wished me luck,
something i really need from a family.
...



it's getting late.
i better go..



love, cong.

No men in the world.

我说，‘世界上没有一个男人会比爸爸更爱我...’

他沉默了一下，说到 ‘那...我前一世一定是你的爸爸...’

for those who can't read Mandrin,

:)

i'm willing and want to share because my friends say it's sweet. (;

i said : 'no men in the world can love me more than my daddy does.'

he paused for a while, and said : 'well.. then i guess i was your father in your previous life...'

honestly,

at first we both thought it was funny because we couldn't stop laughing about it.

plus,

we were having a joking-happy conversation instead of those deep,emos heart-to-heart talk.

when i heard it,

i thought to share on facebook because it was hilarious.

but when i told me dear friend - sing, about it, he said it's so sweet.

and then i get likes and comment from baobei ying that it's sweet.

(:

really?

it is?

when i told my mummy and daddy,

mummy laugh. :) but she means no offense, just laughing ..

maybe at our childish thought?

anyway.

my point is..

when i thought of it again,

it hits me.

it is something really sweet. :)

way much better than iloveyou, youaremywholelife kind of talks. o.o

i kinda think those sweet talks are too cheesy! *NOT WHEN IT'S SAID BY EDWARDCULLEN,though. o:)

♥ --------------------------------- ♥

i did my studying the whole freaking day!

and i'm proud of myself!

i have four more chapters to go, and then i'll be typing notes hardcore! T.T

pity my poor eyes.

while i was studying,

i have this problem. o.o

my eyes felt super dry, and i need to close my lids to let it rest..

this goes on and on until i get frustrated and decided to take a nap.

of course, i did not.

but i'm wondering why? what happen to my eyes?

not only that,

when i'm studying,

i keep having the urge to consume sweet stuffs.

i don't care whether it's chocolate, vanilla slice, brownie, glazed cinnamon, macaroons, milk tea, coke, chocolate milk, fruit juice or whatsoever, I JUST WANT SOMETHING SWEET!

o.o

i feel much better after i consume sweets, like i can finally focus!

:)

so i did.

while the STUPIDFREAKINGIDIOTIC line wasn't working from 5 just now.

i decided to get macaroons!

afterall it's just a 5 minutes walk!

i went to Lindt Cafe in Collins Street. :)

OH MY.

those macaroons are so colourful and pretty!

my happy happy stomach.

♥

the brown one - milk chocolate ; yellow - passionfruit; biege/ivory - champagne ; green - pistachette ; hot pink - strawberry ; baby pink - rose ; white - vanilla. ♥ ♥

mmm-mmm!
my favourite was champagne, strawberry and milk choco. :)
and i have a feeling, very stong one, that i'll be getting it again tomorrow!!!
yes, i've finish it, in like 5 minutes?! haha.

speaking of Macaroons.
:)
i have friends,
qualified in
Diploma in Culinary Arts and Patisserie,
just started a small internet business!
he and she sells MACAROONS!
i don't think there's any official seller of Macaroons in Malaysia. o.o
are there?
anyhoo,
CHECK IT OUT!
i fell in love already with just the pictures!
it can replace cakes for birthdays, anniversaries, or even gift for any celebrations!
i heard it's a new trend that replaces cup cakes! ;p

http://enchantedmacaroons.blogspot.com/

:) TRUST ME! i'm so eager to try the Blackcurrant and Chai Tea. (:
muacxx.

i have to go back to study now. with a happy vibe! ;p
xoxo.

love, cong