random.

qian's birthday was...GREAT. :) everyone had fun..haha. i told you the card game wasn't a bad idea...next time it will be another game...more nosiy though. :p interested? hehe.

well, i have no mood to blog now. maybe tonight. see you.

unbelievable.

i watched THE transformer - revenge of the fallen again! :) this time with my parents, and my brother and sister. i saw rald and his girl while waiting to be seated. same show, same time, but different hall. thank god! :p hehe.

did you guys realise, the malaysia airline signboard on the first screen of shanghai? :) lol! the same scene appeared in Mission Impossible 3 before, seriously, the exact one!

about the movie, i must say, had nothing to say but GREAT! BRAVO! SUPERB! i really really really like the movie, especially the character, Optimus Prime! my favourite yet the saddest + touching scene was the one when Optimus fought the decepticons in the forest, while trying to save sam. i remembered, he said to megatron 'you will not killed the one..' something like that, and then he got up again and fought so many of them! he won! but then, megatron got him from the back. and stabbed him straight in the chest. i cried again...i don't know, i just really don't want him to be dead.
and the other one, is when bumblebee fought the decepticon in the desert. the red decepticon and the leopard/tiger looking decepticon. seriously, he was goood~ :) the cutest among all autobots.
the most heartbreaking one? WHY!? why must the audi r8 be a decepticon!? and he even got cut into half...when he only appeared for like, what? 5 minutes?? what a waste..*pffft*
oh well, Optimus rocks! i can't believe i'm saying this, but i'm currently addicted to him! :) his voice~ woah! woooo...HOT HOT HOT! so cooool~~

can't wait for the 3 one..

guys, i'm having sorethroat now..and i have a feeling i'll be having fever sooonnn..haiseh..:(:(

love, cong.

venue affirmative.

venue : cheesing's place, in sierramas. the address, i have no idea. :p well, ask moko, or kengloong. however, i will blog the address here.

Lot 55, Jalan Jermerlang Kuning, Sierramas.

guess what! i watch TRANSFORMER - the revenge of the fallen, yesterday with cheesing, yih and qian. oh my god! i love that movie so much! it rocks!! :D

see you guys tomorrow!
p.s// guys, please do rememeber number of deliveries for macd, pizza or kfc. thanks!

so much love, cong.

for you.

darling, happy one year anniversary...

it's 12.46am of june 24th now...

i couldn't sleep after hanging up sin's call. he called to wish me that...

darling, i don't know what to give you?

there's nothing i can give you like what you gave me...

your love, toleration, care, tender, ....i know, you're willing to do anything, ANYTHING for me,

as long as i'm happy.

thank you, darling.

i love you, so much...

much more than i thought i'd would.

i'm sorry that i gave you bad times,

i'm sorry that i was never a perfect one,

but please, you must know, i tried, i tried all i could to be the best for you...

i... i really did...

i remembered,

the first time, you text with me.

it was the day before we get our SPM results, you told me not to be afraid,

i remembered,

the first time, you called me dear,

i was confused yet...happy.

i remembered,

the first time, you cared for me,

it was when i fell asleep in the sauna room, you made me promise you never to do that again.

i remembered,

the first time, we went vacation together.

in kuantan, where you were always lookng after me, silently.

i remembered,

the first time, you said you miss me.

it was during your holiday, i was suprised, and...happy.

i remembered,

the first time, you bought me a gift.

the red dress, it was the gift when you asked me to be your girl. i smiled, so brightly.

i remembered,

the first time, we fought.

you came back to me even knowing that i was the one to blame.

i remembered,

the first time, we celebrated our first month anniversary.

i made you a card, and you swore you'll keep it safe by your side.

i remembered,

the first time, we kissed.

your lips, so tender, as if you gave me all your love...

i remembered,

the first time, you hugged me.

i felt as though time and space had stop, for me and you.

i remembered,

the first time, we were set apart during holidays.

you said you miss me so much, you even came down from pahang at night.

i remembered,

the first time, we celebrated valentines,

you gave me all you had, with a bunch of red balloons that you stoled from the counter.

i remembered,

the first time, you celebrated my birthday.
88 of my favourite cupcakes, the dress, the scrapbook, and of course, the fireworks..

i remembered,

the first time, we had your birthday,

the cake i baked and the watch..and even though it's your birthday, you still brought me to the restaurant i wanna go.

i remembered,

the first time, you break up with me,

you were so cold,but then, you came back for me...telling me, you couldn't let me go...

i remembered so many things...

i had you all along while i'm growing up,

it's like, you're are the essential role in my life..
i always say, i can still live without you..

but now, i'm not so sure anymore,

i guess, you're the one who can still live without me...

i'm so useless now,

as though, i'm nothing without you...

darling, all that you have done for me... thank you.

thanks for loving me the fullest, for who i am...

you don't know how thankful i'd be to have you with me...

i thank faith everyday to shine his beautiful face towards me,

and thank god everynight to have you here...



i remembered,

the first time, you told me you loved me...

that moment, the whole world stop spinning, i can only hear your heartbeat...

i stayed quietly in your arms, safe and soundly,

whispering....'i love you, too....'

and this? how can i ever forget? this was the first photo of us. and i was the only girl who you'd willing to take pictures...it's where everything i have now, started....sin&cong....

darling, i love you.

first of may - beegees, dedicated to my one and only darling.

love, cong.

qian's 19th!

GUYS! we'll be celebrating qian's 19th this friday night, (26th of june) from 7 till late.
venue? i'm not sure yet, but i'll let you guys know soon! but please, i'd booked you right now! friday night!

no bbq, nothing. it's just plain deliveries and loads of board games. a cool chill out! :) okay?

so please. people, when you have interesting board games, such as, uno stacko?? twister?? or anything more...bring it okay?! of course, poker cards are essential! :) :)


love, cong.

sweet baby jesus!

i camwhoored the whole day! why? because, i was all dressed up to go shopping for tomorrow's father's day ingredient, but then, my relative called and say that they are on the way to our house, i was like...-.-" hmmm, oh well! it's glad to see them, they came back from singapore. so yeah. :) i ask momo how to make potatoe salad, took care of sin becaue he's sick, had dinner with him...blah blah blah...
pictures. :)

HOT?
:)
love, cong.

17 again. no, literally, AGAIN.

yup! :) 17 again rocks! i love love love this movie!! they have hot guys(Zac Efron), sweet drives, nice story line, touching family relationships, ever lasting love and friendship. i watch it yesterday night with cheesing, yih and haolu. we went for dinner at Italianese before the movie. i was suppose to try out the drink, 'sex on the beach', but cheesing was afraid that i'd hung over in the cinema, so yeah! but still, thanks cheesing, for that night. :) i enjoyed. oh oh! i even manage to get one shot with the snoooker! like, seriously, one shot! no faking nothing! woah~~ i'm so impressed by myself. haha. i reached home around one something, was extremely tired, sleep...

then the next morning, i went out with sin! we had belgian fries, takoyaki, shilin chicken chop. :) i had so much fun! then we watch 17 again, AGAIN. haha! what to do? it is a really nice show! but i really dislike the malay girl sitting beside us, so noisy...ugh! -.-" but you see, i realise that, those non-artistic movie, which is this, you know, the more to chic-lit type of movie, they practically have the same routine of the story line. especially the ones recently filmed. like,
1)you wished for something that you had grudge on,
2)you go back in time, did what you wanna do,
3)but found out it was a mistake, regreted
4)and prefer the path you had taken.
5)it's always like this, at the end, you will only appreciate what you have with you.

it's so typical in our normal human life.
people always asked for what they don't have, or what they haven't done,
and then, when they did it,
there will always be a mistake to show that it's WRONG to look back. it's WRONG to change the history and then the future.
now you see?
people, sometimes when things are done so in some way, whether it's your fault or not,
maybe they are better with it like that ;
maybe it happened for your own good ;
maybe it was meant to be like that so that you'll have a better, brighter future.
so i guess, what i'm trying to say is, i think, we should just cherish whatever we have now, and don't look back.
i'm not saying it's wrong to miss it, but life is about moving forward right?
to learn new things, see new stuffs, meet new people, and then from those, choose the ones you'd love to remember,
and then you can smile when you're sitting on the rocking chair, with glasses one, and an old cat on your tie. :)
haha.

haolu - yih's classmate, i'm gonna miss him. he's always this shy boy, but i know he's not. although i don't know him that long, but i know he's a nice guy. so please, take care. :)

love, cong.

the evening.

i had a fight with sin just now, but it's okay now. and this is not the reason why am i emo. i'm emo because i read wen's blog...he said, we all have our life now, and it seems that we have forgotten each other, and that no one is willing to organise gatherings anymore.. is that true? is this honestly the ugly truth? that we had forgotten about each other?

NO!! at least, i know i don't! you all know how hard i tried to maintain this, so it's really unfair to accuse me like that. i love you guys all to bits...is just that, sometimes, we will be preoccupied by new things, new stuffs, and even the new role player in our life. THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DON'T CARE! pleasee...don't say that... don't..it hurts me alot...

i registered Victoria University today, and now, all i can do is to wait for the conditional offer which will be recieved within a week. i met cind and yuchung at Sunway Uni today. SOOO glad to know that they are all fine. :) seems like everyone has their own goal to achieve now...those who study hard, those will are currently recharging for a longer journey, those who are preparing for test...ohhh~ it's like our goals are so OBVIOUS right now till it's so HARD to forget it, leave it all behind and live like how we used too in the old times. it's seems impossible anymore...we've growned up, and reponsibilities are getting bigger and bigger, how can we suppose to live those life when we only have results to think of, but nothing else?

but seriously, i want those days back! i wanna live like that forever, nomatter what people say...so naive or whatever! i just ask for one day! just one day, please make time turn back...i wanna feel loved and let those i loved to know that they are always loved by me, nomatter what, how or where.

maybe i can't be there like i always do during the olden times, but trust me, i will be there if you need me. i swear it with all my heart...just please, don't doubt me.

i feel restless, reckless, useless, heartless right now...
i'm sorry that i wasn't a great friend, but i promise i will be. please, believe in me...all that i had done and said in the past, don't it show??

help me....

colour seems...ugly to me right now. sorry.
love, cong.

graduation ball.

people!!! how are you guys?! i miss you guys sooo much! i'm so sorry for not updating, i was kinda pre-occupied :) *grin* plus, my younger sis was using my laptop for her project the whole day, so yeah! sorry. :( well, now, i will blog about my graduation ball ! :) we had it in ShangRiLa Hotel, KL. i don't wanna say much, pictures will show. but there is a few one i must say, yunjoo left us to korea...and maybe she's never coming back..i felt so sad, i will miss her, so much~ those days we had...haiseh. i was a bit emo today, when i went back to taylors for my forecast. as i walked by those classes, i finally realise A levels is over. it likes, reality finally hits me, not until that moment. suddenly, those flash back of me walking in the school compound with my college mates was so obvious...yeah, my college mates, i may not be seeing them again...how sad...i teared when i went in the car, telling sin how i felt..about them, about us..about him... i hate changes...but i know i have to endure it. one and a half year just flew pass us like that!

most of all, i really wanna thank sin, he'd done so much for me! he saved up for my dress, my shoes...and then he sacrifies his study time, and learn the road to KL, fetch me back in the middle of night when he was suppose to be resting...he even stayed at my house for three days to accompanied me for my make up in shuemura, my nails-doing and my hair-doing...my mummy, my daddy, my sister, weichen kor kor. thanks for all...thanks baby dear, you won't know how touched i am! i love you..so much...and this song, Stick with you, is for you...:) ".....i'm singing cause you're so so into me..." my baby dear. :) <3

blue lens.

sin said this is sexy! haha. xD

yuhmiin, cong, kam.

sexxy back?



she wanted the piano shot so badly!

yuva, cong and hugo.

godfather? xD


ash, yuhmiin, kam, cong.

godfather number2? :p
number3. xp

kammie like this! ;)

yuhmiin, yunjoo, hugo, cong and kam. :)

i like this. ;)

there's load more, but i'm so lazy to update. so i pick the nice ones. :)

love, cong.