Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Happy MoonCake Festival! (;
another lost love.
i had to, no not only me, my family as well..
had to suffered the pained of losing another one we love.
one of my relative passed away..
i felt utterly bad as i can't be there.
this is, the first time i'm not in a place where i'm obliged to be..
later that night,
my family (aunts and qian's family) left to bentong for the funeral,
when they reach bentong..
my aunt's dog, princess, passed away..
what made it worst was, that day was my aunt's chinese birth date..
i can't imagine how depressed she can be..
she had always loved princess like her daughter,
i felt even worst not to be there for her..
my aunt loved me alot, took care of me since i was a kid..
i really wish i could be there for here.
and princess dear girl,
though i'm not real close with her, but she came in on the same day as brownie,
i have too tonnes of memories about her..
i use to bully her alot when i visit qian's...
i know i'll miss her.
may you rest in peace.
i know you'll be fine. brownie, simba, fifi and pongo will be there to keep you accompanied, right girl??
always we will miss you...
thank god i'll be back in two days.
i found this in my old blog..and i really like it..
i can't believe i've write such things so many years ago. or did i get it from elsewhere?
i guess, i really did love him. :)
it was a post about me struggling, deciding whether to move on or hold on..
of course, i've moved on..
but it sure was tough, a really long way,
it wasn't easy, not even a bit..
back in those time, i can still remember how i wish a rain can just wash away the person right in my heart, or maybe get injured on the head and had a memory loss..
haha.
but now that i look back, all this seems funny and beautiful. :)
funny because i was this annoying!
beautiful because i have really loved someone. those were real...
and all this pain, made me a better person, lead me to a better person. ;)
Holding on:
You showed me the world,
When I was all locked up inside,
You reached out your hand,
And took me on a magic carpet ride,
One look at your smile,
And I could see the light shining everywhere,
People like you don't come out of thin air,
People like you is hard to find...
AND,
Moving on:
Forget about that guy,
Forget about the way you fell into his eyes,
Forget about his charms,
Forget about the way he held you in his arms,
Walking on air's obnoxious,
The thrills,
The chills,
Will make you nauseous!
And you'll never get enough.
Just forget about love!
Forget about romance,
Forget about the way your heart begins to dance,
Then you feel the blush..
When he's spouting out some sentimental mush.
Love really is revolting!
It's even worse than when you're moulting.
Enough of this fluff!
Just forget about love!
i'm glad i had the blog. it recorded so many of my past, some i don't even remember until i read it. :)
i really did have fun with my classmates, friends, and teachers.
thank you. :)
p.s//i'll be having presentation tomorrow. ;( scare death!
love, cong.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
They Kiss Again
:)
not only day, but days.
seriously, now all i do is watch drama and wait for the day that i can hop on the plane and say BYE to OZ and I'm HOME to Mas. ;)
as the date comes nearer, time seems to pass slower.
brrr,
so i've finish watching They Kissed Again today,
because My girlfriend is a 9talied fox and Mischievous Kiss ony renewed every thursday and friday on pps.
so yeah.
and my god!
i fell in love with this drama!! INSTANTLY!
though i dislike the first one, but the second one is soooooooo, wayyy much better!
at least, Xiang Qin is not that dumb.. and ZhiShu, sooooo much sweeter!!!
it's the only drama so far i've seen that talks about the after marriage life.
it' toooo sweet how ZhiShu treats his wife, XiangQing.
he loves her so much,
never the way she wanted or understand,
but definitely the right way.
though he may seem cold to her,
but when he's sweeet, my good! it melts my heart... so bad. ;(
i especially love episode 16! where she went to tell him she got through the test.
aisehhh.
plus, i realise she's prettier in this series, i wonder why.
but..
that's not the main point,
the main point is,
i really really love this drama, because it's about the life after a marriage and how husband and wife live with each other..
somehow,
i kinda make a decision,
never i was this sure..
I WANT A HUSBAND LIKE ZHISHU!
seriously!
*no more JunPyo or JiHu... because i don't know how they treat their wife..so no no no..
of course, i don't expect him to be a genius, but he must MUST be smarter than me..
very reliable..tall, and can faces problem calmly..like, emm, somehow i know i can depend on him! you get me?
he can treat me cold sometimes, must always sweet the other time.
just like ZhiShu!!!!!
i know this is insane, but i actually dream of ZhiShu twice in a row. ;p
shows how determined i am huh? :)
i really really wanna be the wife of someone like ZhiShu. :)
i really really hope my husband will be like ZhiShu. :)
so pray for me.
haha.
okay, Joe Cheng as ZhiShu is HOT! and Ariel Lin as XiangQin in the ISWAK2 is cuter than the first one. :) :)
but i still like ZhiShu more than Joe Cheng. ;p though my ZhiShu should be as tall as Joe too. xD haha.
love, cong.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
chanel girl :D
daddy bought mummy Chanel girlll!
it's a female chowchow!!
her name is Chanel Tan. ;)
i named her! hehe.
AHHH! i can't be there to welcome her and this suckss! :(
thanks to skype, i can still see her.
hehe, she's Phumbaa boy's future loverrr!
we will make them fall in love!!! :D :D :D
i'm Chanel Tan. :)
Mischievous Kiss ♥
NO comment of both version's Male lead. they both look gorgeous!!! :)) ♥
Ji Hoo (i know i know, that's not his real name. but i prefer to recognise him as JiHoo. haha. xD)as Baek Seung Jo :)
Oh Ha Ni. :)
Itazura Na Kiss
There you go. the poster of this Anime. :) the guy may looks NOT SO ANIME HOT kind here, but he's kinda cute and hot in the series. ;p
A MUST WATCH!
i'm gonna rewatch it when i finish my PebblePad. brrrrrr.
till then,
AZA AZA FIGHTING! ♥ :)
p.s// 1* days till hommmeee~~
love, cong. :) :) full with lovey dovey moood!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
给你。
只是,
原来的曾经是那么的可悲。
不,
是可笑吧?
我一路向北,
离开有你的季节,
你说你好累,
已无法再爱上谁,
风在山路吹,
过往的画面,
全都是我不对,
细数惭愧我伤你几回。
我一路向北,
离开有你的季节,
方向盘周围,
回转着我的后悔,
我加速超越,
却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲,
细数惭愧我伤你几回,
停止狼狈就让错纯粹...
‘如果一對男女在分手後,不是朋友的話, 不是一方從未付出真心, 就是一方永遠都在默默付出...’
祝你幸福...
love, her.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Farewell Assignments. :) for now.
cause this drama is god damn good! :)
it's a fusion of modern love story and ancient myth, why?
the female lead is REALLY a 9tailed fox. :)
the male lead and second male lead, one is cute and the other is HOT with some itsy bitsy evil-ish. :) the female lead is supperrb cute!! :)
female lead. :)
i'm only at episode 8, because there's only 8 so far in pps, i'm not sure about youtube. :)
this song! haha. so cheery oh?
you will never guess the lyrics of the song is somehow sad,
i'm not sure about the entire,
but its something like,
I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i only loves you i’m really sorry
i could only cry
I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i really miss it. i miss you
please forgive me~ i think i lost my mind
yup! the whole song is about a guy asking his girl back. :) but in this cute song? haha.
i love it tooo bits!!
though BOF fever is still on, this will be my current addiction too ya know? :) oh and Mischievous Kiss as welll! hehe.
i still have the urge to rewatch BOF, but then, not too soon, if i can remember what happen next in every scene..it's very much kinda spoiling isn't it?
so..i'll wait patiently for now. ;p
however, once in a while i do randomly choose an epsiode to watch. hehe. can't get over it just yet. huhu~ ;)
another thing that made my day? :)
i bought cupcakess!! mmmm, deliciousssss!
mouthwatering! though i can't have lemon meringue pie, but i got lemon meringue cuppiecakee!!
it's so yummmy that i can finish all four at once. but i wanna save it for later, in case there's any sudden cravings at night, like yesterday. -.-"
i'm such a failure,
i kept on promising myself not to eat anymore snacks other than proper meal..
but i can't. D;
and i don't wanna get fat! help! ! !
HOME SWEET HOME in 10+ dayss!!
how's your day guys? :) goood?
love, cong
Friday, September 3, 2010
am i 20?
these are alll my 'beautiful' photos! lol! just kidding. ;p
nah, i camwhored. reason? because assignments are tooo boringgg. booohooo!
but i'm glad one more is downn!! i have another to go!
i'll be starting it later, or.. tomorrow. we'll see.
i just wanna sit back and relax for a while. :) woohooo!
today's my coussiee birthday! :)
Leong, Happy Birthday yeah!! haha.
i feel bad for him, i mean, maybe he might not feel that way,
but if it's for me, i will be .. well.. just down.
cause i won't be able to celebrate my birthday with my love ones. yeap. he's in US now. :)
working hard for his future!
welcome the soon-to-be engineer yoo!! ;) *winks
this makes me wonder,
maybe it's fate..on the very moment i gasped for air.
i was born on december.
then now i'm studying overseas,
if i were to be born between febuary and june or august till october,
i might not be able to celebrate my birthday at home.
so, i wonder,
was it fate all along?
that i was born on december,
that semesters end at november,
haha!
just guessing? who knows? it might be.
i always believe that one is suppose to walked his/her own path that was already set by fate. :)
is just the matter of how you handle it, and then maybe gain a bonus or suprise?
but in the end..fate will bring you back to where you're suppose to be.
the process of going through it is for us to learn..
that's life for me. :)
haha.
i'm happy!
that i was born in a family like that, and fated to have friends like this! haha.
woooooooo~
i'm hyperrr! haha.
i'm 19 days to home!!!
and assignments are alomost done!
:) :) :)
YING!!! pictures for you~
PURE cong...without make up.. ;p
beeen real lazy on make up. not much different from with-make-up cong right? *crossing finger,praying* HAHA!
do i look like i'm 20?? o.o
AND, my daddy and sin says i look fairer now? really? i don't think so. :/
this, below. i'm with eyeliner and mascara only. :)
was heading out with jieshen, kyle for late lunch!! :D
omg, jieshen's still jieshen.
he is like stuck in secondary one! haha. :) he remembered alot about it, when i don't. haha.
we were suppose to be in st.kilda beach now. :( but he has assignments like me. sooo.. we postponedd!
i'm hoping for it to be here sooonnnn!! :)
BOF fever still on~
currently watching Mischievous Kiss by Dear JiHoo. :))
but i don't really like it, cause the lead female..is kinda... welll...normal. too normal. -.-
plus, i don't like the female character in the drama..tooo STUPID!
AND, i can't accept JiHoo not being JiHoo. he loooks waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy HOTTER in BOF. :)
i'll try to enjoy! haha.
love, cong.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
The After Story.
i'm getting on my assignments! just handed up my AIS assignment.
feel real good, as one is down,
plus, i'm nearer to home!! :D
while i'm still in BOF fever,
:) *i kinda think i forever will be
i wanted to share the most touching part ever in the whole movie,
where JanDi throw herself into the pool to make JunPyo remember her,
yea, he sorta got into an accident and lost his memory..
that part nearly made me dehydrated! haha.
tears ducts are broken.. goes on and goes..
hmm,
I GOT IT!! I FOUND IT!! YAY YAY!!!
Boys Before Flowers Episode 25 Part 3/6 ENG SUBS
SADDENING and TOUCHING right!?
haiseh,
anyhoos. :)
this is the After Story of Boys Over Flowers :)
it's about what happen to them 5 years later.
love it.
too sweeeet!
ENJOY!
F4 After Story, 5 years later - Episode 1 So Yi Jeong
because in the drama, it did really mention whether Ga Eul got together with YiJeong. so they made this short movie.. :) love them! they look superb cute together!! :D
F4 After Story, 5 years later - Episode 2 Song Woo Bin
like i mention on previous post, WooBin doesn't really play much in the drama. that's why he's still single. :( and i don't like that! grrr. i guess without love he still has his boys!! BRO-MANCE!! i love BRO-MANCE. ;)
F4 After Story, 5 years later - Episode 3 Yun Ji Hu
JiHu's the most heartbreaking one. the whole short movie is about how he misses JanDi. you call see nearly all the scenes where he was there for her, nomatter what. he's like JanDi's firefighter, whenever her emergency bell rings, he's always there to put off whatever hard time she's going through. i love him..
F4 After Story, 5 years later - Episode 4 Gu Jun Pyo
SWEETEST among all! the happy ending that i love!! My god, this short movie just made me love him even more. he looks good in everyway! how sweet of him to make cookies for JanDi. :) like the song the sang, My everything - you're my first as well as last. he's just perfect. Gu Jun Pyo~~
i wanna have my own JunPyo. :) heartss!
that's all i wanna share. :)
love, cong.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
아마 당신은 모를거야 내가 얼마나 많이 사랑하는지
I'M PRACTICALLY GOING CRAZY!
INSANE, BERSERK!
i don't know, i'm SO OUT OF MY MIND!
as you know, i've been watching Boys Over/Before Flowers,
WHEN i have an assignment due next monday and another one due next friday!!
i know, i know, i can't help it!
they're TOOOO GORGEOUS!
blame them!
seriously, everytime when i watch an episode, i'll be like 'okay, after this i will do my work'.. again and again,
i just can't help but to hit the play button!
if i said,
F4 Taiwan was my love,
F4 Korea WAS, IS, and ALWAYS WILL BE my ♥
SERIOUSLY!
i don't know how many times i've cried over and over again watching the drama,
sad, happy, sweet, touch, helpess, heartache, mad, insane..i've gone through all that with just one drama!
this is TOO MUCH!
how can they make such a good drama with all 4 drop dead gorgeus guys and pretty actress through out the whole drama!!!!
GAHHH!!
my whole head is about BOF now.. every bits of it.. i can't think straight!
they have four different guys inside which i love. :(
Yoon Ji Hoo - F4's Fairytale Prince
AHHH! the secret guardian. again hot, cute, sweeet and LOYAL. but the way he loves a girl, heartbreaking.. he's always there whenever you need him, the 'firefighter' or 'handkerchief' that will wipe away all your tears and sweats, though will never get loved back. it kills me to see him loving JanDi like that. i love him more now! :(
So Yi Jeong - F4's Official Casanova
nice?! :) the later part about JunPyo and JanDi, is heartbreaking yet touchinng! anyhoo, now you can see how well is JanDi loved by f3!? i wish i had that too. :(
i have to say goodbye to BOF.
BOF FOREVER! :)
love, cong
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