女孩子很难知道的6件事.

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了.
(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,这是他真的知道,世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪.
(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

my dear guys, is this true? well, i asked sin, sin said (1),(2),(3),(4),(5) is right, since he felt the same way before! haha. *aherrmm* o:) see the ring above my head?

they say, there are no pure friendship between guys and girls. is this statement true? how true is it then? well, if it is so true, then what are we? hmmm, for me, personally, i honestly do believe that there is pure friendship between guys and girls. just like us! right? of course, first thing first, you have to like me to be friends with me. and i guess, this is what the 'like' they are talking about.

they say, guys and girls shall not have pure friendship. it must have had some tinkling-tiny-tinny-itsy-bitsy crush feeling. well, i disagree. i like you guys, no, i should say i love you guys. but this love is not enough for me to upgrade your status(to the boyfriend status, of course) so yeah! i love you, but i'm not in love with you. and then again, i think. do you guys even like me? maybe i'm just being too self-centred/ self-interested that i assume you guys do... so, guys, do you? i think you do, right? if not, i won't be your friend for so long, right? ANSWER ME OKAY! i need your answer, this is very important to me. please. state it in the chatbox or leave a comment, anything..!!

alright, enough for today. i practically did nothing meaningful today. i drove to school, parked at sin's house, slept with him and soonlee until 10.30. had lunch and went home. -.-" BUT, i'm still freaking tired. yeap! can't forget the chores huh?

well...


I WANT MY MAID!!!!!



p.s//out of no where, this afternoon, i was just day dreaming while driving home, suddenly i realise that i hadn't been seeing xen and chun for a loooonnnnnngggg time, and i'm like so used to it. how can this be?? am i cruel or this just happen... but i know, i honestly miss them alot....especially their voice..how they call my name..:*(


love, cong.