Thursday, May 28, 2009
contract law, done.
kiss me goodbye. tired....
love, cong.
Monday, May 25, 2009
endless sleep.
i dreamt of juenpyo. haha!! don't laugh at me okay? i know this sounds really ridiculous, but still i want to share it with you people. :) i just hope sin won't mind that i dreamt of them instead of him! haha. :)
well, here goes. DON'T LAUGH! i was with juenpyo. but i don't know why, i don't get to see him one day, then yijeong and woobin came to me and we skipped class together! hahaha! LOL. it was super funny to think of it now, but when i was dreaming...awwwwww, it's damn sweet and so badly i wish it for real. and then, after all, i ended up in a car on a random street in japan. yijeong was driving while, woobin was at the other front seat. it was somewhere close to dawn...if i'm not mistaken because then i saw the sun rising!! my gosh! it was so pretty~~~ i stood up on the window on top of the car top thing, *i don't know what is it called* yeah, to look at the scenery...it took my breathe away~~ certainly it will, with two hot guys?! uh-huh!! and then! i saying *good morning japan~ at the same time with woobin* AHHHHH~ i'm going nuts! :p
i remember saying, we should stay for sunset too. but yijeong said we had to rushed and he suggested next week we shall do this again! lol. A REAL DREAM huh? :) haha. and the scene switch to a delicate street coffee with greens everywhere. we were just enjoying the morning breeze and having our tea. when a guy passed us by, in that dream...he was someone i know, an ex i suppose, when i look at him, i never see his face before, in reality. but the feeling was there...oh well. o.o sin dear, it's not singkiat okay? it's some other random guy whom i never see before. but i remember those eyes, as if looking down on me, like i was the one who got dumped when we were 'in a relationship'...i know, i know, ridiculous right? it's just a dream!! anything can happen! yijeong realise the 'odd situation' and came to me really gently and sweet...he ask woobin to carry my stuffs, and both of them walk me gently, passing 'the ex', using those gentle gaze...and handling me with so much care! awwwww~ so disgustingly much i wish it was for real!! having them as best friends, are so so superb-ly lucky!
final scene, i get to meet juenpyo. :) he was pissed off, (as usual in the movie) or i should say, jealous that i spent so much time with yijeong and woobin. about jihu, he wasn't in my dream, but i certainly wish he will in my next! yes people! i wanna have another dream with them!! :))
a girl can dream, plus, this is so a dream DREAM so not true..yet i wish it will. :p
p.s// sorry that i can't go to the outing. :( i miss you guys though.
love, cong
Thursday, May 21, 2009
tagged.
//forehead. :)
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
//haha. i got woke up while i was having a sweet dream, so i was like 'why must i always feych my brother....:('
3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
//sin. :) :)
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
//you tell me. i myself think that i'm not. except by sin. :p
5. Will you ever donate blood?
//no! unless that someone really needs it! but still...ugh..it will make you get fat easily..:C plus, i need someone to donate for me..-.-"
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
//hmmm, NO! :p (not)
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
//nah, i want them to suffer!!! xD hahahahahahah~~
8. What does your last text message say?
//mmm. :) muacx.
9. What are you thinking right now?
//finals finals finals....T-T
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
//yes! definitely!! juenpyo please~ ;)
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
//around 11 something..
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
//i'm only on my tower. :P was suppose to go bath...
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
//juenpyo~~
14. Who was the last person who text you?
//sin.:)
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.
2.
3.
4.
5. yuchung
6. momo
7. yunxin
8. cong
9. qian
10. cind
15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
// ...it's blank.
16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
// still blank...-.-"
17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
//haha. yunxin should stick with sai. :p
18. What is no. 1 studying about?
//blank.
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1.
2.
3.
4.
5. cow's birthday celebration. :)
6. ''
7. chatbox. :)
8. ....
9. no.5
10. ..she's missing.
20. Is no. 4 single?
//no, number 4.
21. Say something about no. 2.
//......blank.
22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
//wonder who i should set momo with...o.o
23. Describe no. 9.
//my cousin. :)
24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
//momo a nd yunxin..nah, they won't.:)
25. Do you like 8?
//duh..i'm so in love with her indeed. :)
this was yesterday's post...today...
p.s//....i just got dumped.
love, cong.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
9 days.
i'm having my finals on the 28th of may. Contract Law, and guess what? i haven't even started ANYTHING! so great about me.....i was so into BOF. haiseh, now i kinda regret(not!) haha. i'm still happy i get to watch all of it before i start my studies. at least i have something to dream of when i'm bored. ;p haha!
well, guys, i just wanna let you guys know first, if i don't blog for few days, then you know. :) sorry for the inconvenience. haha. i need to study..sooooooooooooooo hard that my mummy won't even regconize me! :p as if i could! haha. but seriously, if i finish my exam, then a level is over!!!!!! finally! hmmm, well, i can still see sin. :p so yeah! plus, now i have juenpyo~ hahaha. :p just kidding..sin darling, don't get mad okay???
hmmm, i need all your people's luck! wish me luck okay? MUACX MUACX MUACX!!!
good luck to cheesing and yih too! :D
aza aza, fighting!! :)
love, cong. ;)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
sorry.
i know sin don't like him! :p because i love him tooo much! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
happy birthday, kengloong. :D
love, cong. soon to be, mrs.gu juenpyo. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Monday, May 11, 2009
happy mother's day. :D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
love, cong.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
a girl can dream.
lastly, four of them are super rich! :p LOL! well, this is not the main reason, but still one of it. awwwww~ i want them! ;( hmm. pfffft.
A GIRL CAN DREAM! *don't start scolding me, stupid, idiot or whatever...or even laughing right infront of the monitor now..-.-"
done with BOF.
i went ou today! :D finally, after so long, i get to dressed my self properly, make up and go shopping! haha. yes, darlings. i haven't been really going out after my maid left. pity me. :( and suprisingly, guess who i saw? qian, i saw her, remember the girl who was with mr.puma during secondary 3? yea, her. she saw me first but she only stared. so i smile at her. :) she smile back and then she was scanning me from behind. i saw from the leftest angle of my eye side! haha. i know! i've changed ALOT! i'm no longer chubby!! :p hehe.
now.
3 years ago..-.-" when i was secondary4.
now you see the difference?
tomorrow's mother's day. ♥♥♥♥
i'm sponsoring her for her perming!! :p
HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!! to all the mummy in the whole wide world. ;) especially, to mine and my dearest aunty penny. oh and, my second aunty. :)
love, cong.
Friday, May 8, 2009
rumours has it!
have i ever wipe the chair or do some cleaning action on the chair before i sit down on the chair?
well, a guy who don't know me at all, say that i have such habits. what's even worst, he told her mummy, who is sin's mummy's friend that sin told him about this. i was like, what the hell?!
sin is so f***ing pissed at that guy! he don't even know me that much. but, oh well, since, his mummy said that i'm pretty. :p
still,
rumours has it.
love, cong.
my last day in college.
kam and cong.
cong and yunjoo.
yuhmin, cong and kam.
yuhmin and cong.
kam, cong and yunjoo.
john and cong.
jiamin and cong.
ash and cong.
yuvaraj and cong. :)
cong and vivian.
cong and hugo.
to wrap my day up, sin brought me to sunway and grab paratha. :D :D i love him!
that was it, that was how my last day in college goes. after my finals, i'll be going to uni. i'm finally a U student! but then again, ..... ..... ..... sin....
love, cong.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
stars are shining.
i was having a conversation about going overseas with my sister. and then, i started whipping...my eyes were drowned with tears. i realise, i am really going to miss sin alot. he was always there for me, accompanied me, did all the things that i should do myself for me...how am i gonna to live through it?? tomorrow will be my last day of college, bye bye a-levels, which means, i'm no longer studying at taylors. how am i going to see sin everyday like how i do now? who am i going to go to if i have problems in university? and then again, i thought of the moon, just like me, so alone. maybe i'm being very emotional, but i can't help it! blame it on the MENSTRUATION!
as i reached home, i saw the stars above me, shining so brightly. they were so beautiful, they remind me of you guys. :) you people are the last thing in the whole wide world i would wanna let go. hmmm, i felt better then.
then i wonder, how long am i going to be with sin? i love him alot, but how long will this love last? nobody knows. maybe because we were not meant to be, faith stop us from falling for each other any deeper...cause i know, i've heard that....
sin, just please, you must know, i love you. and even if years had passed, happen so, one day i am not who i am with now, you must know, i'd loved you...and you're the last person on earth that i would ever wanna hurt. you won't know how bad i would feel even by just thinking that i have to say those harsh words to you. i even wish, you would betrayed me than i hurting you. i'd rather you hurt me than i hurting you...
so remember, this post okay? i love you.
i'm sorry that this post is very emotional...blame it on the menstruation. i always tend to be emo when i'm having period. sin knows it well...
i feel like listening to this song,
Would you be there ? - Redwan Ali
If I were blue, would you be there for me?
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me? let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me?
would you run with me?
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way ...
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there ..... for me ...
i play you guys this song okay? listen, it's really nice..it's the third song, fastforward it twice on my playlist *urban emotion* personally, i suggest you play that song and read the lyrics together. :)
love, cong.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
女孩子很难知道的6件事.
(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,这是他真的知道,世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪.
(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.
my dear guys, is this true? well, i asked sin, sin said (1),(2),(3),(4),(5) is right, since he felt the same way before! haha. *aherrmm* o:) see the ring above my head?
they say, there are no pure friendship between guys and girls. is this statement true? how true is it then? well, if it is so true, then what are we? hmmm, for me, personally, i honestly do believe that there is pure friendship between guys and girls. just like us! right? of course, first thing first, you have to like me to be friends with me. and i guess, this is what the 'like' they are talking about.
they say, guys and girls shall not have pure friendship. it must have had some tinkling-tiny-tinny-itsy-bitsy crush feeling. well, i disagree. i like you guys, no, i should say i love you guys. but this love is not enough for me to upgrade your status(to the boyfriend status, of course) so yeah! i love you, but i'm not in love with you. and then again, i think. do you guys even like me? maybe i'm just being too self-centred/ self-interested that i assume you guys do... so, guys, do you? i think you do, right? if not, i won't be your friend for so long, right? ANSWER ME OKAY! i need your answer, this is very important to me. please. state it in the chatbox or leave a comment, anything..!!
alright, enough for today. i practically did nothing meaningful today. i drove to school, parked at sin's house, slept with him and soonlee until 10.30. had lunch and went home. -.-" BUT, i'm still freaking tired. yeap! can't forget the chores huh?
well...
I WANT MY MAID!!!!!
p.s//out of no where, this afternoon, i was just day dreaming while driving home, suddenly i realise that i hadn't been seeing xen and chun for a loooonnnnnngggg time, and i'm like so used to it. how can this be?? am i cruel or this just happen... but i know, i honestly miss them alot....especially their voice..how they call my name..:*(
love, cong.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
2 types of people.
of course, as you know, in practically all dramas, the supporting male actor , typical-sweet and gentle kind, the 'handlerchief' kind you know? always be there for you whenever you need him. so yeah, jihu is hot too! ♥
jihu. ♥
yijeong. ♥
wubin. ♥
love, cong.
i just want to do myself.
i just saw someone's blog and find it qutie funny~
seriously, to me, it's like i wanna fuck myself..lol!! it should be i just wanna be myself right???
my gosh! i was lauhging like hell! LMAO!!
please, tell me...am i wrong or what?
about who saying this phrase...i should keep quiet. :p i just hope that she will never find out about my blog. xD goood luck to mee!! o:) i am such an angel, right? :p
love, cong. o:)