the 2nd day.

HI guys.
miss cong?
trust me, cong misses you as well, maybe more than you think she will.

cong was suppose to attend orientation today.
she had cowiiiiee :) accompanied her to take the train for the first time!!
without him, cong will definitely be lost...it's so complicating!! o.o
so the orientation?
cong skipped!
why?
the road to the campus was far and complicated.
plus, orientation was just about welcoming students.
i don't see the point. ;p
so we head to MacDee for BREAKFAST!! :)
mm-mmm, the sausage mcmuffin was great! even better with bacon~~~ :)
thank you cowie, for the breakfast and the walk to Footscray. :D
say goodby to cowie, cause i wanna go back to sleep. ;p

while i was sleeping, mummy rub oil on my face..brrr.
but she's doing it for my own good, cause the weather is so dry...*i miss Malaysia's weather. :(
mummy and aunty treated me like a pampered kid! haha. kinda love it in a way, had never been treated like this, because i was stereotype as the persecutors and independent one! haha, indeed i am. but, sometimess...just wanna be pampered! ;p *giggles*
soon, we went to Big W (Woolworths) for groceries and some homeware.
and had lunch in Hungry Jack's (cowie introduced). it's Burger King in our place. :)
aweeessssommmmmeee beeeff!! :D yuuummmaaay~

tonight i'll be coooking raviolli. :) hehe.
these are the pictures of my days in Melb..without you guys. :(
still, i'm fortunate to have best friends here, like chun, cowie, kok, kyle and jieshen. :)
they all message me for my number!
kok called yesterday and even today to ask whether am i fine with everything here!
hehe.
he was feeling uneasy when i said : 'thanks for caring kok! :) love you~'
hahahaha! he smiled so robotically~ ;p
chun and kengloonng too. :) they were there when i needed them!!

PICTURES!

cowie in the train. :)
my white berrry. :D


chun bought me mini cup cakesss! :)

macarooonnnnsss. :D

the cup cake family. :D mouthwatering, isn't it?

:)

melbourne's sky - one place without you people.

this pictures was few days back, my departure date, in the morning. :)

我爱你
就算遇到任何天气
漫天风雪还有雨
也只会让我更加坚定
抱着你
走在湖水里看着你
屏住呼吸吻着你
闭上眼睛
就这样子 疼你一辈子

KLIA's MacDee. :)

all of them. :)

family photo. :) (1)
family photo (2)

the real deal. :) haha. family photo i mean. :p

the last picture. :)

that's it for now?

about my rooom? later okayyy? need to get it decorated first! ;p haha.

p.s//another lyrics i wanna share. :) also made me tear when i hear this song...

我只想轻轻陪你一生又一世
我只想紧紧抱你一次又一次
我会永远记住这美丽的名字
我愿意好好疼你爱你一辈子

牵着你的手 跟随着河流
一步一步地 走在绿油油
一望无际的天空 没有尽头

不知不觉地 走到这山头
我们的温度 在彼此手中
我愿意躺在你怀中 不要逃走

不用害怕 就算在这森林中
就算失去方向游走
只要紧紧抓住我的手
你就拥有最多温柔

我爱你
就算遇到任何天气
漫天风雪还有雨
也只会让我更加坚定

抱着你
走在湖水里看着你
屏住呼吸吻着你
闭上眼睛
就这样子 疼你一辈子

牵着你的手 跟随着河流
一步一步地 走在绿油油
一望无际的天空 没有尽头

不知不觉地 走在这山头
我们的温度 在彼此手中
我愿意躺在你怀中 不要逃走

不用害怕 就算在这森林中
就算失去方向游走
只要紧紧抓住我的手
你就拥有最多温柔

我爱你
就算遇到任何天气
漫天风雪还有雨
也只会让我更加坚定

抱着你
走在湖水里看着你
屏住呼吸吻着你
闭上眼睛
就这样子 疼你一辈子

心跳的声音 穿越时空的感应
走进彼此的眼睛 都是勇敢的坚定
牵着你手心 联系着我们的生命
只要还呼吸 我都不放弃......

我爱你
就算遇到任何天气
漫天风雪还有雨
也只会让我更加坚定

抱着你
走在湖水里看着你
屏住呼吸吻着你
闭上眼睛
就这样子 疼你一辈子

love, cong.

the hardest thing

baby got these for both if us, i miss him already...

baby got this farewell cak for me, i miss him sooo much.. :(

it's my first day in Melbourne, for once, after my 19year life, i'm far far away from home.

trust me, this feelings sucks! like nobody's business. :'(

when i saw the airplane departing from Singapore, i thought to myself...now, even further from home..

when i land in Melbourne, i thought to myself, welcome my new life! ...way further from my home sweet home with all my wonderful people...

honestly, i cried so many times in the airplane while listening to various songs...

i'm happy with my current life now, you see, with my family, my boyfie and of course, my lovely friends. suddenly, me, myself and i have to throw it all behind and get a new life?

UH-uh. NO WAY. no way in hell..

i miss you guys, so much...

i kept on bugging my mummy, i wanna go home! i miss malaysia!...i wanna see my siblings!

still, nothing could be done.

the moment i step into Melbourne's airport, nothing could be done, nothing can be fix.

i had to face the reality,

the one reality that xen, hamo, chun, kenglooong, kok, ying had to face.

hmmmm,

that day on my departure date,

i felt bad because i was so busy doing last minute packing that i had no time, at all to talk to xen, tee, ru, and yuchung, wen and lee...

then i was shocked! by their attendance in the airport!
moko, cind, cheesing, yih, howelu, rald and sai (rushing after his exam), they all were here!!

they were here!! almost everyone was! the whole gang!

i was so touched, deep down inside.

:)

mummy said it as if she's marrying her daughter to someone. haha!

happiness overwhelmed me, which is why i didn't cry like what majority assumed. haha.

then, i walk down to the boarding gate, i didn't dare to look back, cause i don't wanna cry..

there i go...leaving all i ever wanted behind...

thank god, when i reach, i have chun and kengloong over here to guide me! :)

see, i'm so well loved!!! :D hahahaa!!

princessssssss-ish huh?

my jiejie told me, everyone was moody back home, every had an red eye while having steamboat. it made me tear..i miss everyone!
really...so much...

but i'll stay strong. :)

cause i know, nomatter what i still have you people! :D :D hehe!!

cause i have my video with me! ;)

cause i know through the comments of FB. :D

baby, take care, i love you. and i'll promise to always be your cong! :D

p.s//i never thought that whatever i did was appreciated or realise by my gangs, but now i know, they saw, they feel they know. :) i'm glad...:D

chun bought me macaroonnnsss!! and mini cupcakes~~

so schweeeeettt!! ;D me like it!! hehe.

i took few photographs, but i can't connect the camera to the lappie,anyone knows why?

hmm.

OH, i have whiteberrry!! :D yay!!

guys, i miss you soooooooooooo much! as much as i wanna go home, i will carry on with all your loves with me! hehe.

muacxxxxxxx.

take goood care okay?

pps:// this is the song lyrics where i said i cried when i heard the song, because i thought of you guys! :(

每一天
我在祈祷
　　愿上天保佑那个人
　　赐给他勇气
　　一直到我们遇见

　　我们早就相约
　　从出生那一天
　　只是缘分的线条太迂回
　　每天早出晚归
　　为了爱奔波却不会累
　　相信天使不过
　　一时沉睡

　　沿途爱上了谁
　　都是命运美丽的误会
　　送错的玫瑰
　　也不是谁不对
　　走过人山人海
　　用心栽培可能绽放的花蕊
　　你就是那个天生一对

　　等我们遇见
　　某年某天
　　完成了思念
　　实现漫长的约会

　　流过的泪水
　　唯有你能赎回
　　迷了路那么久却在你身边
　　看见永远

　　沿途错碰了谁脸颊的泪
　　都不许误会
　　会懂得感谢
　　也是一种智慧

　　走过人山人海
　　我在预备和未来的你相会
　　答应我你会赴约

　　等我们遇见
　　某年某天
　　完成了思念
　　实现漫长的约会
　　流过的泪水
　　唯有你能赎回
　　迷了路那么久却在你身边
　　看见永远
　　

也许只差一秒的脚步
　 （一秒的脚步）
　　也许只剩一段路
　 （我在清晨冒着雨等待）
　　幸福就在指尖附近不远处
　　穿越了迷雾
　　就不孤独

　　等我们遇见
　　某年某天
　　完成了思念
　　实现漫长的约会
　　

流过的泪水
　　唯有你能赎回
　　迷了路那么久找到你
　　对你说好久不见
　　

等我们遇见
　　某年某天
　　完成了思念
　　实现漫长的约会
　　流过的泪水
　　唯有你能赎回
　　

迷了路那么久却在你身边
　　看见永远

love, cong

almost there

I had my results todays,
i couldn't check it online,
so i went back to Uni to check..
guess what??
for my PD, which i had to work with a group members...
I SCORED A FREAKING CREDIT!!!!!
A FREAKING CREDIT.

honestly, i'm really pissed off,
i don't want this,
they don't deserve credit for doing only that much of thing, well, some of them..

then again, what can i do?
i was almost there to be the, well, the student i wanna be,
but guess what!?
I'm SO FREAKING FAR from it now, because of what?
a stupid group work?!

i scored HD for subjects that do not require any group work.
how sucky is that?
ugh!!!

love, cong

buddy

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY XEN!! :) :)

HEART HEART HEART YOU~


love, cong.

ECLIPSE!!!!!!

I WATCHED IT!
I WATCHED IT!
finally, i get to date My Edward. :)
still, he dazzles me like how we just met! ;)

melting, melting, melting....

BUT, it's Eclipse you see.
that's why the Eclipse anger came right on me on the scene where Ms.goody-Bell kissed Mr.oh-wow-Jacob!
ughhh.
i felt the pain like Edward.
really.
like i said before,
i could, and i will love Edward better.

anyhoo, it ended up well. :) like expected. haha.
i wanted to remember the one line Edward said to Bella.
but i couldn't.
maybe the other time, when i watch Eclipse AGAIN. :)
was suppose to, just now at 8pm, with my mummy, sisters and brother, of course sin.
but then it was full house, the next was on 10.30pm which is quite late.
so yeah.
booohoooo!!!

have faith in me! i will watch it again, reeeeaaaaallll soon! ;)
hehe!

OH OH!
baby and i each got a GAP jacket. double like!! haha.
mine is pink and he's in grey~~~
heartss ittt!! :D :)

p.s// Edward : Isabella Swan, i promise to love you forever, everyday of forever. will you marry me??
cong : yes i woulddd!! ( but i can never be her..;p)

love, cong.

the inspiracy

i wonder what's the population of the whole world?
people who live in different country are socialized with different culture,
therefore, different perception, thinking, beliefs, value and even roles.
however, i still think there's 3 roles in life who everyone will play.
the three roles?
1) victim.

2) saviors.

3) persecutors.

or so i say,
the meaning of those words are completely obvious.
however, who are there words directing to?
well, for victims, you know?
those people who act as if they are so pity and hence need help from the saviors.
to saviors, victims are always right, and they feel the need to protect them.
hence, the one saviors will scold right on the face will be the persecutors.
what does persectuors do?
haha! ask me, ask me!
obvious. they know what victims are doing, or i should say 'playing',
because they know, because it's wrong for the victim to do so,
to keep asking for help and symphaty,
to not moving on and learn what they need to,
persecutors had to come out and tell them it's WRONG!
but what do they get?
scolded by the so callled saviors to protect the poooor pooor victims.

this cycle goes round and round every single day!
some even happen in my life.
i always had to play the persecutors roles.
and my boys? no doubt the saviors!
the victims...you know.. i don't have to mention...

why? do i look like the born to be persecutors?
or do 'they' look like the born to be victim?
i just don't get it.
how come the saviors will never get what the persecutors actually mean!
boys...

one day,
just one day,
when everything fits into pieces,
maybe you'll know.
just like a triangle relationship.
the mistress always gets to go over limits,
Mr. will always listen to whatever mistress says.
why?
because mistress can act! act that she's weak and needs sympathy.
whereas the Mrs? she can't beat the mistress, oh no.
because Mrs can't act. all that she know is to do the right thing! which is always not what the Mr will accept.
so i guess, until the right time,
Mr can finally see the fact!
crossing my fingers real hard...

**anyhoo, i promise i won't complaint about 'they' anymore! i wanna be a nice person. what for talk or be mad about 'them', when i know it's not worth it!**


Oh! i got this watch from Aunt Karen & Aunt JN as a farewell gift. :) i love it. but i have too many watches already. one from sin, a Pink Guess. and another from my daddy, Brown Emporio. ...-.- plus, i'm not so a watch kinda person.
BUT still, i wanna thank Aunt Karen and Aunt JN!! :D
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE IT. :) :)





this song played is the OST of a Japanese drama i used to watch, old one. you know the series? it's called With Love. it's about 2 person who fell in love through mail/ICQ without realizing they know each other in real life. ;) sweeet!



p.s// i can't believe there's only a week or plus left.....
p.p.s// GERMANY LOST! that's for eliminating England and Argentina! haha


love, cong.

Malacca. :)

Malacca trip can be remembered as the BEST worst trip i'd ever had. :)

it's best because i get to go with sin darling. :p

but then, for the worst...

i can start with A Famosa...

we reach there at 10 plus in the morning, and then we realise we can't check it until it's 4 in the noon!

can you believe it? usually international check in time are at 12 isn't it? gosh!

we decided to go water park then. :)

at first, it was fun! really. :) with no huge crowd queing for the rides, we manage to played all the rides!!!

but what disgust me is...you know the so called 'river' that goes around the lagoon?

yeah, they had one in A Famosa too, but the water..was soo..... yellow-greenish...o.o

i told sin, instinctively 'I'M SO NOT GOING IN THERE!! '

sin told i was being all melodramatic, but then when i told him what i saw when he was in the rides. he felt disgusted as well!

guess what i saw?!

a malay girl, soaking in the so called yellow-greenish 'river', happily taking a sip of the yellow-greenish water...gargle it, and then spit it back out in the 'river'.

you still wanna have fun in it?

DEFINITELY a NO WAY for me! HELL NO!!!

but we were lucky, real lucky. :) it was a cloudy day, you know? my kind of day! greyish sky and windy~~

no need to be afraid of the UV rays! ;) haha.

2 plus, we insisted to check in and was allowed. the apartment was one of a kind. ;)

newly furnished, homie kinda feeling. :D

aircond was cooling..clean..

we were really happy about it!

lee even gave qian a surpised cake for her late brithday celebration! :)

then...

this is where the worst part startsss..when we get home after watching the footie match ( which kills me so bad. i wanted Argentina to win! :( i even wore a blue dresss!! grrrrr Germany. ugh!)

anyway, where was i? okay!! so, when we get home, after bathing and all...

the air cond SUDDENLY stop functioning!!!!!!

lee and sin went insane and complaint.

we were allowed to change room. :) from 3139 to 3138.

5 minutes later...

air cond stop, complaint. change room from 3138 to 3137.

15 minutes later,

air cond stop AGAIN, complaint AGAIN. change room from 3138 to 3133.

3+ in the morning,

AIR COND STOP ONCE AGAIN! LEE and SIN went totallllyyyy BERSERK!

they stomp down to the reception, insisted to see the manager and argue for a refund!

according to them, it's not worth it to pay such amount for just few hours sleep.

we got the refund, and we check out!

YES! 3am in the morning!

people who's watching the 2.30 match gave us 'what the hell is wrong with them?' stare.

i feel so embarssed! :D

but it was exciting! 3 am in the morning, we are driving to Malacca! haha.

we reach at 4 plus, went hunting for a decent hotel..

guess what? the receptionist told us that it's full house,

went another, got the same answer,

and another, he replied : it's weekend! the whole city's hotel are all full!!

OH MY GOSH! that moment, i felt so helpless...i was totally blank out!

but then, thank god!! 皇天不负有心人. :) we got a room!
although it's kinda eerie and freaky.

but we had to take it!! had to.. force to..

the next morning, we check out early! ;p

went around Malacca. got to eat the FAMOUS chicken rice ball!! :) :)

yum yum~

we left home after that. :)

GPS brought us down to Sri Petaling and then only back to Shah Alam.

sweet baby jesus!

love, cong. :)