a moment to wish for.

i think i shall start all over from friday. :p haha. friday, i had my Businness Stats assignment test. and i think i did well. i felt relieved and happy after checking it with the example sheet that Mr. Tee gave us!! ;D oh and for lunch! i had FRIDAY's. :) thanks to YUVA!! he bought me lunch. and we were talking all the day, missing the old days, and looking forward to the future. :) but the worst part of the day was, when my car's battery broke down! sin couldn't start it, rald came back to Sun U to pick me up to sin's house! i was so touched! i didn't know what to say, like saying thank you is not even enough! haiseh. i love you rald, thanks. :) then, we borrowed electric from another's car and drove back to setia alam. yup! daddy ask me to wait at the service centre for him. i arrived, and just told that guy that my daddy is coming! haha. :p so spoilt-brat-ish! sin was with me all the way, thanks so much baby. :):) muacx muacx muacx~ after all that, i went to sin's house and prepared. make up, dressed up. and off we go!

cong and jacqueline. :)

yuva, paying for the bill. :) :) muacx~

MY OH MY! i was stuck in the traffic jam with sin for like 2 freaking hours! it was so so so absurd! i really didn't know the traffic is m'sia can be this bad! now i know. called xen a few times to make sure he's not angry and to let him know that I'M ACTUALLY COMING. :) cheesing called and fooled us. no, we're not coming from penang, and no we're not going to malacca. haha. we set off at 6, *i think, but the reached at 9. o.o almost everyone was there, of course, done with their dinner. *pffft* i enjoyed the whole night. because i get to talk to everyone, even those who i had not seen for so so so long. :( hmmmm. and then i only realise, how much, how disgustingly i'd miss them!! especially my girls, the bitching session... :D haha.

wai, tee, yih, kim, rald and cowwie~

cind, hamo, wen, moko and baby sin. :)

ms.tai, yunxin, ms.tai's daughter, and sai.

they called it the beginner's luck ; i called it the pro's skill. :p haha!

babes. :))

sexy backs, after a year. :) same place, same people, same love. :)


ooops! i forgot, the early birthday boy. :) YUCHUNG!! haha. kidding. happy early 19th birthday! :)

glad that you guys still have the thing from the HL gang. ;)


the family photo, that i ALWAYS INSISTED!

p.s// i recieved a compliment from ms.tai. it's so flaterring. :p haha!

love, cong.

冷落？

曾经以为，
曾经相信，
曾经任性，
才发现， 原来一切都不可以。

我是真的很想和你做朋友。
是我做得不够吗？
还是...
为什么我总是那样的失败呢？
每一次，都想真心的交朋友，尤其在没有了他们的时候。
但，每一次的每一次，
我总觉得， 我还是被遗忘的那一个。

从前的热情，
变成现在的尴尬。

我们...还是朋友吗？

love, cong.

GCE a levels.

.....don't mention.
hatred..
disappointment...
sucks..
i didn't do well in my alevel examination. i thought i was okay, but the result was never what i expected...

feel awfully bad...


love, cong.

Sunday, August 09th, 2009.

G.I.JOE is god damn great! :D i watch it yesterday with my family. we didn't care if it was the first or second row. :) we enjoyed the movie. i gotta admit, Ana's body is super hot~~ i like her more in black hair and glasses though. :p haha.

we had our dinner in Sushi Zanmai. mmmmm~ delicious~~ i love scallops! haha.

just now, i had dinner with xen, sai and another guy, wen wei? *i think. :) haha. it was great. i love spending time with that two dumbos. :p

anyway, he asked me to make this annoucement~

This FRIDAY,
Date : August 14th
Venue : xen's place.
Time : from 6pm.
a party will be held there. :) i hereby call all my peeps to come okay? :) :) let xen know before thedate! pleasseee. he's ordering the lok-lok car. :p hehe.

love, cong.

drunk, so not.

hamo fetch us at 6 plus to NZX town. we'll be having dinner at Fullhouse to celebrate ms.ling's brithday! :) me, qian, ying, hamo, xen, sai, rald, kimberly, joee, ms.ling and her daughter. :) the food there are quite nice, at least they have my favourite! yup, seafood spaghetti! :) but then, a little more salt will be better~ haha. i didn't really take any pictures, because my camera was low in battery! ugh. but no worries! ying capture most of the moments!! :D haha!

after the dinner, ying suggested we should go to her cousin's pub(Touch) for a drink, since it's been so long, and also..she's leaving soon. of course i'd go!! i'll miss her like crazy! on the way there, we pass thorugh yih's house, and qian suggested we should call yih. :) and then, slowly, cheesing, moko, kengloong....all was called. :) oh, chunkeat came too. practically the whole gang was there! i love that feeling, REUNITED again. :) haha. they ordered carlsberg. you know me? i don't really like it, since it's soooo~ bitter. *yulk* so darling ying ordered us a fruit juice alcohol type? i don't what is it, but ying baobei said it's for girls who don't really know how to drink. :) i took blackcurrant! and it tasted just like F&N grape fruit~~ it's soooo superb sweeet! and for that, i was drinking it non stop! big gulps at one time! until realise, i already finish the 3rd bottle. and hell, i was all burnt up. they all accused me that i was drunk. but i was not! i'm just you know...sugarrushed!! HYPER. :) how ofter do i go this happy? seriously...but sorry to all of them. they were so worried of me. xen asked me stop drinking, moko look after me. ying and qian was convincing me to stop drinking and kinda scolded me. :p cheesing, help me out from difficulties. yih ask me to sit beside him, and ask me not to get over..emo? wen, hold me back when i falled. hamo and kengloong and sai and rald, too(they all said the same thing). :) hmmm, thanks peeps! you know i love you guys so much. ♥♥♥♥♥

the worst thing that happened that night? a small arguement with my baby. :( i know he's worried, but i just couldn't stand....*shhhhh* nevermind. :) i'm fine now, we're fine now. i love him! ♥♥ thanks for caring baby! you're not overprotecting me. you just love me too much. muacxxx~~ i love you. ♥♥♥

ying's camera took so many photos! can't wait for her to upload it on facebook. then i can grab it from her. :p ahaha. me and qian left at 11.30. i felt so uncomfortable on the way home. m yhead was aching, and i felt like, something it's stuck in my stomach, like i wanna get rid of it by vommiting it out~ errrrr. am i drunk? NO! i still know what i was doing. the minute i reach home, i rushed to the toilet, sat infront of the toilet bowl, and......vomit. -.-" i felt way much better after puking. then i called sin, whilst lying on the floor with lens on, makeup on...i was so tired, my eyelids...so heavy....

2am! i woke up, found myseld fell asleep on the floor. and what's worst?! my room had no electricity!!! i don't know why! dark and hot!! GRRRRRR. i used the light on my mobile, to take off my lens and makeup. and then went to shower...feeellllsss so great that the hot water droplets rush down my skins...hmmm. i wish i could stay longer in there. after changed, i went to my sister's room. weird huh? mine is without electricity but her's was. -.-" called sin.♥.:) talk for a while, and then fall alseep again.

this morning when i wake up i found both my hand hurts now!!! i don't know why! i told mummy, mummy said...that's was happened when you're lack of blood. :( :( i'm gonna be a good girl from now on...just please, i don't wanna suffered from this anymore. :(

ohh. these?! haha. i camwhoored whilst waiting for hamo. :p ~ ♥

p.s//i was haunted in my dreams again...this is the *th times...it just can't stop conquering my dreams.. this time...i...felt into it, again..like always...

love, cong.

3am in the morning.

i was awake by a call yesterday night, 3am, if i was not mistaken.
i was in the middle of my dreams, even after i recieved the call.
not until, he called out my name, frustrated. then, i was fully awake.

he voice was in pain, i can tell. in anxious, annoyed, disgruntled...
but there was nothing i can do except to comfort him.
and that, wasn't what he wanted.
on that one moment, i feel like hanging up..
so that i can runaway from all the overwhelms.
it's too much...i'm drowning into his emotions ; i'm sinking with his promises,
but i didn't,
i know he needed me to be there, even though it's pointless.
i kept quiet through the whole conversation.
thinking,
and then, the question of century popped out.
silence answer the question.
i was muted.
along with that, came noises. noises that i never thought i will hear.
and i'm the reason for it.
silence again...i was too weak to say anything.
he stop and ask again. and then the whole scene repeated.
still, all i have was silence...
time is what we have to blame.
not you, not me, nor him..
sorry.

if there's one thing i must say, it will be, 'nothing is impossible, but now, it is.'
all the best.

love, cong.

from gerald, to everyone.

Next Saturday, 15th of August!! SUNWAY LAGOON!! who's interested text him!!! okayy??? :D :D
be there by 11am! :)





love, cong and rald.