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i read an article in the newspaper today, with huge bright pictures entitle beside it.
it's the TIGERs, in Malaysia. they're being hunted illegally. :(
the photo showed a Tiger, all tied up, wound on it's paw - which is the cause of it's death.
how did the paw end up wounded?
THE HUNTERS. they set trap, and then yeah.
and also the skull of an elephant. report shows that those evil, selfish, disgracaeful, sadistic HUMAN BEING used an electric saw to saw the elephant's head out from the body, and then, the price - tusk.
what's wrong with them?
report shows that the amont of Tigers in our country has dropped dramatically, vigorously, from before, 3000 to currently, only 500 left.
drastic change?
i know.
it's like, the world's changing now, if this continue to be, i wonder what will happen in the next 20 years...
will we still be able to live, after what we have done? after we delibrately destroy the nature cycle, the mother nature?
sometimes it's not ideal to be too, or maybe just compassionate.
like, that day, in sierramas, i saw so many tramp..
one even had a wound on it..
i wanted to help them so much,
yet what can i do to help?
so weak, so petty, precarious like me.
hence, the only thing i can do? pray real hard for them, and those others who are abandoned, tortured - who lived in misery.

p.s//that day i took LRT with my mummy to KLCC, and both of us had no idea which train to get, which platform to be on. ;p it's was so hilarious!

love, cong.

officially spoilt

YES! my camera is officially spolit! what the hell!? i can't take pictures anymore! and i hate not taking pictures when i'm all dressed up! :( this photo was taken by my mobile...still, i love my camera. i'm sending it to the Doctor soon. does anyone know where to find a camera doctor? o.0 i seriously have no idea....

yesterday i was suppose to watch Legion with my family! but then this stupid GSC ticket counter girl forbid me from buying a children ticket since it's 18PL.
ugh. she gets on my nerves you know!! disgusting b****
i mean, she can act like she don't know right?
she told me staff will check your ticket before entering into it, they need to see ID and stuff.
seriously, which cinema does that? lying whore!
ugh ugh ugh.
what's worst, she ask me whether do i wanna speak to her manager in a very rude way!!
i walk off.
i should talk to her manager, and then make something out to get her in trouble, for treating me so badly. :(
ugh!!
anyhoo, it's over. and i'm not angry anymore. so yeah. o:)

look at my cute little phumbaa darling~~ :D

p.s//i miss reading my sweet sweet novels. i want them back, now!

p.p.s// i have just one question. google Sea Cucumber. i wonder do they feel upset for being so ugly? do they feel self-conscious at all?? hmmm. o.o

love, cong.

birthday celebration

i got these loop earings from my aunt joane. :) it's a christmas present from her. :) i love it!! :D she bought these in Canada, her husband's home country. thanks aunt joane.

and these? i went yum cha with rald, cheesing, yih, tee and kyle that night in original kayu. :) i love this photo. haha! because i manage to take a good one without make up? lol! i had fun that night. memorable too... :)

photos for yesterday's celebration? it's all in FB. i still want the original ones though. they are much larger in size. so, chun! i'll get from you one day~ :p
when i upload the pictures i took yesterday, not the group ones, into my laptop just now, i realize i can't put in under the 19years old category anymore. and for that second, i paused for a minute. oh my gosh! 20!?
...
time really flies.
in contrast, my 13-16, 17, 18, 19 category looks so familar.
but 20? ...a whole new chapter. :)
i have you people since 13, some 16..
i went through all the old pictures, and i suddenly felt, very lucky.
i'm so happy you guys are still what you people have used to be in my life.
thank god.
i love you!

this year, i'm so gonna take loads of pictures too.
it's really awesome to get to see those old pictures.
wait! i suddenly have an idea~~ :) :)

about yesterday! i had fun. never had so much fun for so long. :D everyone was there, except : the two other january babies - cind and hao, yuchung, sin, kok and wen. :) we had dinner in New York Deli, then The Library. but because our gang is too huge, we couldn't get a decent table. hence, we left to cheesing's!
this time, we had the party in his kareoke room! :D we played the Murderer card game, and hell, it was great! :) everyone laugh so badly!
okay, i was, well slightly drunk? :p blame it one the cranberry alcohol!
it smell so good that when you mix it with coke, it tasted exactly like coke!!
so yeah...
thank cheesing, rald, chun, hamo, mo and qian. :)
hmmm, if only i could stay longer ; if only i could sleep later. :p
that's it for the night. :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CIND AND HAO! :)
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MO AND LEE! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNKEAT!! ;)

by the way, i think my camera is spoil-ing...:(

love, cong.

chinese new year

i'm so sorry that i can't blog frequently.
i'm busy helping my mummy and aunt for new year preparation! :)
can't wait for it!
i always love Chinese New Year!
it gives you this really overwhelming kinda feeling!!
so noisy, fun and crowded!!
haha.
i'll be posting up some pictures of decoration in my house okay?
i work hard this year, for it.
thank god sin help out. :)

tomorrow i'm excited about the party, but then again...thorn into two.
everybody is going tomorrow, ying is leaving on monday....
accompany my parents? help out my mummy? meet up with sin..

i don't know how to choose!!

love, cong.

how?

sin is still sleeping in the next room, my brother's room.
he'll be leaving later this afternoon,
he had been here for almost a month,
time flies,
i got so used to him staying with me,
being there for me,
going everywhere with me,
and now, he's going back.
...

how can i stop missing him?
because i miss him already..


love, cong.

reason

the reason i wasn't blogging for so long?
my second eldest uncle passed away, suddenly at january 7th.
i had to go back my hometown for the funeral.
he died because of heart attack, and he's only 58.
my daddy was in really deep sorrows.

he was never really a good person,
not to say, he killed, steal and stuffs,
but just, not quite a good man.
the only memories i had with him?
it's when i was still a kid, and he promise me to get us all, including my cousins, a bicycle.
last memories?
was when he quarreled with my daddy so bad during last year's chinese new year, because of some ****h.

i'll always remember him,
even though i had nothing more but just theoretical linked relationship.
i'm glad he's okay now.

sorry.
may you rest in peace.


love, cong.

love story

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just another touching story.
the only difference? they said this girl, who created thus video is dead.
i believe, she honestly wish people will like her video...
and if her intention was to make people cry,
i can tell, she did.
i cried so badly...

love, cong.

urge

who's drawing? guess??

xen's. :)

oh. the green thing on the left/right side (whatever. -.-'), xen says it's the thing that is born in every girl's brain. it feeds on the brain, that's why you have headache sometimes. he said i never had headache, because that thing died as i was born. why?

i was born brain-less. -.-"

it's 7.46 am now, i can't fall back to sleep, after dropping my brother to school. i can see their excitement,

i wish i could feel the same.

i used to. every new year, where school starts, i always feel excited.

but not anymore, not even when i was in college or uni.

that feeling was long gone after i left high school. i wonder why.

it's drizzling outside, the best weather to sleep. especially when it drizzles in the morning.

i had the sudden urge to blog on such a weather, don't ask me why.

i'm counted as 20 this year, in 2010.

i wonder what i have done so far, in my 19 year life.

come to think of it, i didn't do anything great.

it's always just, enduring, tolerationg and adapting.

yet, i feel so easy about it.

i ended up hating changes. which is not good?

sometimes, i hate myself so much, that i really felt like disappearing. like, really.

especially when i'd hurt someone i love, someone who i never wanted to hurt, if it's the last thing i would do.

the cause? my impatience..and even, selfishness sometimes.

hence, my new year resolution?

i want to be a better person. seriously.

that's all i ask for, and all i wanna do.

i don't wanna hurt my family, my friends or the ones i love, no more.

for them, i would and will try my best. ;)

it's so greyish outside,

i miss wrapping myself in a jacket, sitting beside the huge window, looking outside and kept wandering..,

my thoughts will be anywhere they wanna be,

if only i could turn back time,

that's so much i need to do, and change.

or even riding in a car, while it's raining outside, and i could see mountains, trees everywhere.

the highway will look so delicate as compared to the huge forest,

i love to do that, since i was still a small girl.

it makes me feel great.

i'm a boring person, i guess.

i will change.

sorry for what i've done.

p.s//i'll be reading the Twilight series again. :) it's the only way for me to know, and remember that Edward does exist somehow, somwhere. Wuthering Heights? it's so sad, right at the point when i know Catherine died, and she will never able to be with Heathcliff. :(

*Bella: ‘Look, I love you more than everything else in the world combined, Isn’t that enough?’
Edward: ‘Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever.’

love, cong.

a late 2010

happy new year people! :)

really, i wish, sincerely for the best for each of you guys! i hope everyone will get a better year!! :)

well, during new year eve, we went to baobei's (ying's) to celebrate. that place was flooded with people! seriously, the crowd was so so great! thank god i was wearing my flats. i kinda predict it in a way that we'll have to walk with so many people pushing their way out. :p

the fireworks was really pretty, it's in cheesing's FB. :)
it was great to watch it with my friends. :)
new year resolution?
i don't know, having think of any.
maybe later,
but i do know one thing for sure,
CLEAN UP MY CLOSET!

it's so....flooded. -.-"


*Bella: ‘What should I apologize for?”
Edward: ‘For very nearly taking yourself away from me forever.’


love, cong.