no idea.

darlings..
you guys have any idea why people tagged my photo with their name/or their friend's name?
i have this guy who's constantly doing this..
and i think it's freaky. :(

seriously, why!?

anybody, tell me?

love, cong.

lack of love.

i can be really lazy afternoons, especially after lunch, from 1 to 4? :p

yup, so i quit studying.

and i accompanied my brother to watch his cartoon.

it was Naruto, he was watching.

i bet you guys heard about it, especially rald darling. :)

anime all the way. and if i'm not mistaken, it was sec 2 to 3 when he uses this creepy guy, with a mandrin word 'love' on th left side of his forehead - Gara, right?

i hope i didn't get his name wrong.

he's a poor boy.

he crave for love, but then, had no one to love nor there's someone to love him.

i mean, it's not his fault he's like that,

he tried to change,

by giving the mdecine to those who he had hurt..

but..

guess what? he was rejected with hatred. door shut right infront of his face...

i felt my heart shudder into so many pieces..

i teared for him, i wish i could only be there for him,

you know, to really love him..and care for him.

don't say i'm stupid!
cause even a 9 year old boy wants to do that too,

yes, my brother.

he told me he wish he could get into the movie and be his friend..

poor boy.

i wonder, there's how many people out there who's lack of love too?

unlike me...such a lucky girl.

loved so well by so many...

thank you.

i was suppose to see LEE MIN HO a.k.a Gu Jun Pyo...but mummy thought it was irrational..

it was true though, i read newspapers next morning, those girls qued from 9am morning, and the event started at 6pm. i wonder how they can just sit there, or stand there and do nothing! *salute*

still, i love him to bits!! i hope he enjoyed being here, in Malaysia. :D

love, cong.

suddenly, emo.

i was watching the series, The Dragon Sabre ... on channel 314 with my daddy.
he influenced me to watch it again, no, actually, he influenced my whole family. :)
it was the last episode today.
the story ends by,
all the couple living happily ever after,
they were not bothered by whatever happen in the 'kungfu society'*i don't know what's that called in english! sorry! :)* anymore,
nomatter how great they were back then, slowly, there were replaced,
and then, SUDDENLY,
i had that feeling.
it's just like us, isn't it?
it was their story they used to tell,
everything, everywhere is about them...
but then, when time goes by,
they slowly fades,
and then, are replaced by some other people who are ready to tell their story.
like us,
it used to be our story they are telling in Sri KDU,
everyone, everywhere was about us.
but now?
it's no more us...
it's them,
their story, their play.
when i thought of that, i don't know why, but i have a sudden blue feeling..
is that it?
is life always like this?
nomatter how well your story was told, time will eventually erase everything?
the new ones will somehow replace the old ones..
and then...forgotten.

i love this mandrin idiom, i think, it's really sad yet beautiful..

'人面不知何去处，桃花依旧笑春风。'

hmm,
sudden emo?


love, cong

tutorial class

my business law lecturer always let us off way earlier than the class end. :)
which made me, sitting here, blogging.
you see, i had rocky - the chocolate/strawberry biscuit stick just now.
i don't know if i were allowed to have it in the tutorial class, since i never tried.
but i know it is allowed in KDU, during our times. :)
i was brought back to the olden days, again.
haha.
i remember, we always sneak out of class, saying that we wanna go to the loo when actually we are heading to the cafeteria for food! :D
or else, each will bring food from home and share. :)
chun and tee, kee and doug always brought the most. yet, tee..haiseh, bad memory an incident.
although we weren't allowed to eat in class, said by Mrs.Chan,
but we usually are allow during the class.
of course, certain classes only. where teachers were so easy for us to bully. :p
the most classical example? mr.muru - our science teacher, mr.sugu - econ teacher and mr. bala -math teacher. oh! and mr.low. ;) pure bullying by the guys..pity him. :(
HAHA! i always bully mr.muru! :p so fun!
i threaten him! o:) 'if you want me to score A, let me sleep ler. if not how to study?'
lol! and if he say no, i'll be like 'can lar can lar..' and go back to my dreams. :p
i even whacked him so hard..:p hahaha!
mr.sugu? we always immitate what he said. i don't remember how and why, but he just has this funny thing. xD
those were the days...
i missed it so.
now? i don't even talk much to my lecturer....
it's so the lecturer-and-student relationship now..
not like back then, where we can be friends.
ohhh~ KDU...i live my life the fullest back then!
i guess, it's something, someplace, i can never, ever forget.

love, cong.

out of nowhere.

chunkeat called me yesterday, out of no where. :)
i didn't expect him calling me, after sooooo long.
he seems to have vanished in the thin air. ;p
oh well, now i know he's still here, alive, i feel relief. :)
i gotta admit, talking on the phone with him reminds me so much of the past.
we used to talk all night long.
and i mean, EVERY NIGHT!
he always makes me laugh so badly when i thought of him..the pain, was ..excruciating.
he protects me,
he comforts me,
he sings to me,
he argued with him for me..
all and all..
what he did for me, i appreciate it alot. :)
which is why i love him so,
:D haha.
because of what he had done for me,
i never ever even a second, think he's the kind of guy all the others said he is.
i know chunkeat, well enough for myself to judge,
and i ensure you, he is a nice guy.
joking always, but very sensitive.
he ... teared...infront of me, which i will never forget.
things we go through together..i will always remember...

always my best pet brother. :)
thanks...so much.

p.s//baby, don't be mad okay? :D i love you!

love, cong.

a conversation.

我觉得女人最贴心的事，是让最爱的人选择结束的方式。

i have no idea that i will actually post this in my blog.
i ,..i got hit by those words.
it's true, i find it so true.
i know, i may not have any right, any at all to put this up...
at least, not at my current state.

i'm sorry.
i know the ground rules, i know my limits.
but i just,...i'm sorry.

i admit,
i do, sometimes...
dream.

darling, i love you so..
i'm sorry, to say this,
forgive me.


...i miss you.

so close, yet so far.

love, cong.

hidden truth.

see those? those are my real eye lashes. :) people always ask me whether are those fake? SO NOT! :) haha. i got it from my mummy, she has really long lashes. i wonder why. :) oh well! i inherited it, and that's cool!

i went ou today, with my family, of course. it's sunday! it's a family day. i didn't really bother to put on any make up. just a slight touch on every piece of those perfect features. :) haha! okay, sorry, maybe i am a narcissist or maybe not. maybe i'm just...ahhh, whatever. :) i love myself!! so what?
i wear only hoody and mini skirt. i don't find myself...outstanding at all. but people kept looking at my outfit..o.o izzit because of my too-out-of-lenght-hoody? cause it exposes part of my waist and tummy. i guess nobody ever wears it since britney spears got married! haha. this was what she usually wear. isn't it? oh well. :)
looking people around me, makes me wonder, will those passerby ever be one of the people from my facebook list? or friendster? will it actually happen? i don't know, because i, personally had never come across on seeing people who is in my friend list. so i was just wondering..you know...cong likes wondering..and she's always curious about everything. o:)

those are my sister's shoes while we were shopping in mid.v! haha! i laugh out so loud when i saw this condition...i remember the first time i got into the same situation was in guangzhou! i felt weird because one feet of mine can feel the cold, hard marble floor in the hotel. i take a look, and then realise it was already 40% broken!? haha! so stupid of me. ;p

hidden truth.

it lies in a chess game.

a king will be useless when the queen dies.

why?

maybe, the king got too depress about the queen's death.

maybe, he felt that life is nothing without the queen.

but in the end,

i can tell,

it's all because,

the king truly loves the queen.

love, cong.

white romance.

Saturday, we attented our aunt joanne's wedding.
it's her second wedding, but who cares?
everyone that attented that wedding can see that she was so well loved by her current husband.

it was held in hotel renaissance.
we went there early to help her out, you know, ushering th guests, recption and blah blah blah. :)
i spent so much on the dress. -.-' she told us it was suppose to ge grand. but then, the guests attented was just semiformal, not totally formal. oh well! :)
the speech gaven by my eldest uncle so funny, yet touching..
and the speech mike made for aunt joanne...shows how much they are in love with each other!
it's not easy for someone to find the one they love, especially after a certain age.
but to aunt...she's so lucky to have found one, and in return loves her back.
everything went on well that night...
the dance floor? everyone went crazy! even my eldest aunt and uncle went to dance! lol.
but it was certainly funny to see the dance floor crowded with elderly. ;p haha.
my aunt's sisters...my gosh! they were all divorced, or else, single for heck long of time...
they are....CRAZY! shhhh. i only mention it here.
seriously.....like, hungry wolves..
Mike's brother atteneded, and was divorced...and then, all of them ask him with a MIC, infront of everyone, whether is he single? cause they are...
0.o
i'm like what!?
womans....
anyway, i loved that night! :D
mike and aunt joanne.

aunt penny. :) :)


cousins. <3

love, cong.

beautiful nightmare.

so many things happened..
i don't think i can blog it all up.
i guess, people will just know..
it's in their heart, their memory..
about sai, wen and tee birthday celebration? :)
conclusion, we had a great time..:D :D seriously!
i got closer to kimberly and weiru! ;) hehe.
both are nice girls.. hehe.

and then, kengloong left us to study in oz. :(
i didn't get to send him off,
i had class that day. plus, i need to send my brother to school too..
sorry kenglooong.
i wasn't really closed to kengloong, like how moko and he is.
but he always make jokes about everything when i said. :)
i still remember mandrin class...A1 student! haha.
he was a very nice guy, a gentlemen, i would say. :)
our father knows each other. a seller and a consumer relationship, i would say. :)
but not to me and kengloong..
i'm gonna miss him.. miss all his lame jokes.
but i'll be seeing him next year!
we're both studying in melbourne!
he promise to take care of me when i have no one. :p only when he's still single, i guess.
haha!
that day's photo..i will pas it to wen, and he will upload soon. :p

and then yesterday night,
lee, after sending qian home, came and find me and sin. *sin stayed over at my place
we chatted at my place untill eleven, after this show. :)
then i suggested we should go macd yamcha!
out of no where, lee suggested to go the funfair opposite macd! o.o it was already 11 plus pm.
when we reach there, ...only a few family were still on the mood of playing.
we're like the only teenagers?
both they had a game..and won a keychain. lol!
we head back to macd and stayed there until 1.30am. :)
i heard them talk about their high school,
bullying all the weaker students..my gosh! they are mean!

not like us, so delicate..and angelic while we were in high school~ haha! :D:D
tomorrow is my aunty's marriage! i bought a new dress for it! it's soooo pretty!! haha! i like it alot~~ it's white in colour..you'll see. ;)

lazy tp uplaod photos, next time maybe?
:D

love, cong.