No, it's not Deja-vu...
It's more like, for example, for me, I was thinking about a scene from BOF, where Jun Pyo was beaten up by some idiots *clenched fist & grinds teeth*. He did not fight back as Jan Di was on their hands.
So my thought was suddenly like, WOW. I wonder who will be willing to endure punches and kicks for ME? like how Jun Pyo did for Jan Di.
Like he said, he'd rather all his ribs broken that watching Jan Di hurt a single bit.
Now that's what I'm talking about.
that's HOW LOVE SHOULD BE. at least, to me, it is suppose to be like that.
I don't think anyone can do that in reality.
I mean,... can they?
I don't know, maybe it's just me.
Can someone really love that much, to that extent?
If there is, can I please meet 'that person' of mine?
Watching BOF makes me feel and think that's the way How Love Should Be.
The way Jun Pyo loves Jan Di (OF COURSE RIGHT! Which girl do not want that !? She must be insane..)
How Ji Hoo loves Jan Di (I would want that too. Though, it takes hack loads of selfishness to ask that from someone..-___-")
How Eu Jung & Woo Bin loves their friends, how Ji Hoo always backs Jun Pyo up...
Hmmmm,
I need to wake up! like INSTANTLY.
But... this dream, is SOOOO MUCH BETTER than Reality.
Makes me want to stay in there forever..
If that 'forever' could be, I'm willing to give up anything in life. Take up number of my years - but not to the extent that I only spend like 1 minute with them la...neither it should involve sacrificing my Family members - other than that, Yes, I would really give in.
I'm already at Episode 13, so worried that it's gonna end soon. );
The feeling is so confusing! I want to watch more and more, but afraid to, as its gonna speed up the whole drama... and the last thing I want is, to end BOF, so soon.
It's the one way I relieve stress.
Run away from the ugly truth.
Sigh,
In any case, I really think that BOF has portray it so well on How Love Should Be - for me.
I know I've said this many times, and you're probably sick of it,
But.....
I want my own Jun Pyo,
I want my own Ji Hoo,
I want my own Yi Jung,
I want my own Woo Bin,
In conclusion, I want Jan Di's life.
Ha ha.
This is probably ridiculous and reckless.
BUT...
If being that poor/not smart, not pretty - according to JanDi herself - like Jan Di enables me to meet Jun Pyo,
I would give in. WITHOUT a SINGLE THOUGHT, DELIBERATING or HESITANT.
Yes, call me crazy.
I am Ms Crazy-Over-BOF. :)
Look at them!
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| Jun Pyo |
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| Ji Hoo |
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| Woo Bin & Yi Jung |
love, cong
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