to you.

i know there's not much i can say,
you're always so caught up in your own thoughts, your own point of view...
but really,
hear me.

you remember when our dear brother came to us?
2.10.2002.
i remembered,
we used to be fighting badly, just to hold him in our arms.
it was still great, no, better.
you were still so close to us...

back when we were younger,
the three of us used to play games together,
imagined there we're teacher teaching students,
playing with cooking utensils, using sands and newspaper to play hawker stall, imitating OL's with mummy's handbags and heels, and the hopping game with a rumberband rope...
do you remember those days?
i can still remember so clearly, the happiness we had.
we loved each other so much!
but then, still, you never had let us know what were you really thinking..

now, it's even worst,
when you're in success now,
you tend to throw every bit of happiness behind..
you keep to yourself even more now.
i know you have the ability to take care of your own matter now,
but we just wanna be informed about your life,
we don't wanna miss anything in your life,
simply because,
we are your family.

nomatter how strong or capable the one person is, sometimes, he or she still needs a shoulder to cry on, to held well in one's arms.

mummy loved you so well,
maybe never the way you wanted,
but always the right way.
look how well of a person you have become?
it's because of the love from her that you never wanted.

we care, but are we allowed to? are we given any chance to?
when you don't even wanna tell us stuffs.
we cared.
for you, also in a wrong way that you never wanted.
what do you expect, especially from her?
she gave you life,
she loved you from the minute you were layed inside her.
how can she be not worried? how can she be not over protective?
look at how the society has became.
can you not be worried for me if i were in your shoes?

she loves you. he loves you. we love you.
she said 'how many times does she wanna stabb right into my heart to realise how hurt i am?'
i remembered 'you're crying, but my heart is bleeding. can you see that i'm tearing inside?'
....
doesn't this already prove how much she loves you.
like the old one once said '爱得越深，伤得越深。'

remember how she had to stayed up late nights to take care of you when you were sick?
remember how she stayed in the hospital with you?
remember what she did for you during your Secondary school in KuenCheng?
remember how she guide you from your problem when you were crying on the phone?
remember how she had tried to help you to fix things?
so please, love her. love him.
love her, love him in the right way.
the way a daughter should. just like how she and he did, a way of parent's love to their daughter.
she's just trying to protect you with all she can...
because you're her daughter!

both of them are getting older day by day, year by year,
look how we had grown from a child to now, a young lady.
can't you see how time flies?
do you honestly don't care?

nomatter what happen,
even if the whole world abandons you.
we will still be here with you.
because we love you.
because we care for you.
because we are family.
and this, will never change.

please consider what i said,
and then decide.
decide issit right to just let everything be,
or issit the time for a little change?



love, cong