stalker?

i barely know anyone in Uni.
i barely talk in Uni.
like rald said, i always run after classes.
yet, ......

they tend to know stuffs about me!
i'm not lying,
not trying to let you know how 'well-known' i am in uni.
heck no!
i'm just, slightly terrified.
some know what car i drove, when i don't even know him.
some know what result i have, when i never told anyone, except for one close uni friend.
some know i'm not single when i barely see sin in campus...

am i being paranoid?
or this is really something i should be worry about.

however, the 'some'S are, well, my course mates.

if you think i'm trying to show off how 'well-known' i am,
please. i'd rather be transparent in Uni.
just stay in my own little world and study.

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this morning i had breakfast with mummy and her friend, aunt C*
through their conversations, i can tell,
marriage is something everyone should learn.
it's a deep knowledge that requires tolerance, acceptance, courage and love.
are there still couples who gets married and live happily ever after?
i wonder.
if so, why are divorce rate increasing?
why can't couples just live like how happy endings are written in novels, and stories.
you chose your life time partner, why then decide to leave them?
what's wrong with the world?
what's wrong with homosapiens? or i should say, so called 'modern homo'..

i don't wanna be one of the divorce victim..
all my life,
i dream to have a happy family.
a caring, charming, sophisticated, dedicated, responsible, reliable husband, that loves me for who i am,
and lovable childrens,
my parents and siblings,
also my closets friends...
that's what i always wish for every night before i go to bed.

...and maybe loads of girl's dream too.

so please, guys who thinks they are not ready to get 'burried' by marriage, don't promise anything to the women you love!
don't try to act like you can be the reliable one, then decided that you can't try harder anymore or realising finally we don't match, i love her..all the bullocks!, and just left!
don't be irresponsible..
girls are meant to be loved, not fooled.
*i don't mean to offend anyone who are divorced or... had a broken family. if i did, i'm really extremely sorry*
*sorry if i'm too harsh, i mean no harm*


love, cong.