god's jealousy

god's jealousy,
can be so...
scary.

god is jealous of him,
that's why he took him away?
right?
he wants him back.
because god is jealous.

life can be so fragile,
so unfair.
he's only 36!
not even half of his life he had gone through.
just married, with a child of one.
he's a good boy, a good guy, a good man.

he didn't even get a change to complain he had such ...
and then he left.
after 'feeling' his wife is here with him..

so infair.
what has he done to deserve this?
what has his parents done to get this?
losing a daughter 12 years ago when she was 19,
and not the son, when he's still so young!

is it true?
is is for real that god is mad and sick of all the bullocks?!
but what had he done?

...
life is so fragile, so unpredictable,
so petty.
...
appreciate is the right act to handle this ... petite life.
....
i really don't know what to say,
..
stay strong.

may you rest in peace.
you'll always be inside their thoughts, memories and heart.


love,cong.