the inspiracy

i wonder what's the population of the whole world?
people who live in different country are socialized with different culture,
therefore, different perception, thinking, beliefs, value and even roles.
however, i still think there's 3 roles in life who everyone will play.
the three roles?
1) victim.

2) saviors.

3) persecutors.

or so i say,
the meaning of those words are completely obvious.
however, who are there words directing to?
well, for victims, you know?
those people who act as if they are so pity and hence need help from the saviors.
to saviors, victims are always right, and they feel the need to protect them.
hence, the one saviors will scold right on the face will be the persecutors.
what does persectuors do?
haha! ask me, ask me!
obvious. they know what victims are doing, or i should say 'playing',
because they know, because it's wrong for the victim to do so,
to keep asking for help and symphaty,
to not moving on and learn what they need to,
persecutors had to come out and tell them it's WRONG!
but what do they get?
scolded by the so callled saviors to protect the poooor pooor victims.

this cycle goes round and round every single day!
some even happen in my life.
i always had to play the persecutors roles.
and my boys? no doubt the saviors!
the victims...you know.. i don't have to mention...

why? do i look like the born to be persecutors?
or do 'they' look like the born to be victim?
i just don't get it.
how come the saviors will never get what the persecutors actually mean!
boys...

one day,
just one day,
when everything fits into pieces,
maybe you'll know.
just like a triangle relationship.
the mistress always gets to go over limits,
Mr. will always listen to whatever mistress says.
why?
because mistress can act! act that she's weak and needs sympathy.
whereas the Mrs? she can't beat the mistress, oh no.
because Mrs can't act. all that she know is to do the right thing! which is always not what the Mr will accept.
so i guess, until the right time,
Mr can finally see the fact!
crossing my fingers real hard...

**anyhoo, i promise i won't complaint about 'they' anymore! i wanna be a nice person. what for talk or be mad about 'them', when i know it's not worth it!**


Oh! i got this watch from Aunt Karen & Aunt JN as a farewell gift. :) i love it. but i have too many watches already. one from sin, a Pink Guess. and another from my daddy, Brown Emporio. ...-.- plus, i'm not so a watch kinda person.
BUT still, i wanna thank Aunt Karen and Aunt JN!! :D
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE IT. :) :)





this song played is the OST of a Japanese drama i used to watch, old one. you know the series? it's called With Love. it's about 2 person who fell in love through mail/ICQ without realizing they know each other in real life. ;) sweeet!



p.s// i can't believe there's only a week or plus left.....
p.p.s// GERMANY LOST! that's for eliminating England and Argentina! haha


love, cong.