Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Happy MoonCake Festival! (;

♥ 中秋节快乐!♥
:)
this is the first year in my whole entire life,
i'm celebrating MoonCake festival alone, without any mooncakes.
this sucks. ;(
it feels utterly suck when you're alone oversea during festivals.
plus, the mooncake over here so are damn expensive!! o.o
thanks to skype (though the line sucks so bad), at least i get to talk to my family when they are having dinner, and chitchatting just now. :)
AND,
THANK GOD that i'll be in the plane tomorrow at this hour!
haha.
;)
i feel so lucky.
so so lucky.
i've been praying few weeks ago that attendance will be poor on my presentation day.
and guess what?
my wish came true!
i don't know why, maybe because of the mid-sem break,
attendance for both PD and FIM are poor.
i manage to finish my presentation, okay-ly. ;p
will i always get this luck? hope so. :)
the internet over here sucks,
it was suppose to be 66AUD per month with unlimited GB, but now they've limited it.
grrr.
no more hardcore dramas. D;
what the hell am i gonna do without dramas?
my life would be sooo freaking boring over here.
way way much more boring than my current one.
brrrr.
now i know,
how good Malaysia is.
:)
This is my Favourite Part of They Kiss Again. i've rewatch this over ga-zilliion times
and i still find it sweeeeeet!!!
the best ever in the whole drama.
i find ZhiShu UTTERLY hot in the yellow raincoat and his short hair! (he looks like edison chan abit, right?)
i find XiangQing cute when she was crying. xD
i find ZhiShu is sooooooooooo gentle to her.
especially when he said 'if something happen to you, what would i do?'
AHHHHHHHHH.
2010 MoonCake Festival's wish :
I WANT A HUSBAN LIKE ZHISHU! (;


'If ever should these waiting lips,
touch softly on your face,
they'll leave a trail of passion...
time will ever erase.'
do you know?
all packed!! just waiting...
love, cong.

another lost love.

19 September was real shocking.
i had to, no not only me, my family as well..
had to suffered the pained of losing another one we love.
one of my relative passed away..
i felt utterly bad as i can't be there.
this is, the first time i'm not in a place where i'm obliged to be..
later that night,
my family (aunts and qian's family) left to bentong for the funeral,
when they reach bentong..
my aunt's dog, princess, passed away..
what made it worst was, that day was my aunt's chinese birth date..
i can't imagine how depressed she can be..
she had always loved princess like her daughter,
i felt even worst not to be there for her..
my aunt loved me alot, took care of me since i was a kid..
i really wish i could be there for here.
and princess dear girl,
though i'm not real close with her, but she came in on the same day as brownie,
i have too tonnes of memories about her..
i use to bully her alot when i visit qian's...
i know i'll miss her.
may you rest in peace.
i know you'll be fine. brownie, simba, fifi and pongo will be there to keep you accompanied, right girl??
always we will miss you...

thank god i'll be back in two days.

i found this in my old blog..and i really like it..
i can't believe i've write such things so many years ago. or did i get it from elsewhere?
i guess, i really did love him. :)
it was a post about me struggling, deciding whether to move on or hold on..
of course, i've moved on..
but it sure was tough, a really long way,
it wasn't easy, not even a bit..
back in those time, i can still remember how i wish a rain can just wash away the person right in my heart, or maybe get injured on the head and had a memory loss..
haha.
but now that i look back, all this seems funny and beautiful. :)
funny because i was this annoying!
beautiful because i have really loved someone. those were real...
and all this pain, made me a better person, lead me to a better person. ;)

Holding on:
You showed me the world,
When I was all locked up inside,
You reached out your hand,
And took me on a magic carpet ride,
One look at your smile,
And I could see the light shining everywhere,
People like you don't come out of thin air,
People like you is hard to find...

AND,

Moving on:
Forget about that guy,
Forget about the way you fell into his eyes,
Forget about his charms,
Forget about the way he held you in his arms,
Walking on air's obnoxious,
The thrills,
The chills,
Will make you nauseous!
And you'll never get enough.
Just forget about love!
Forget about romance,
Forget about the way your heart begins to dance,
Then you feel the blush..
When he's spouting out some sentimental mush.
Love really is revolting!
It's even worse than when you're moulting.
Enough of this fluff!
Just forget about love!

i'm glad i had the blog. it recorded so many of my past, some i don't even remember until i read it. :)
i really did have fun with my classmates, friends, and teachers.
thank you. :)

p.s//i'll be having presentation tomorrow. ;( scare death!

love, cong.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

They Kiss Again

i've been watching drama all day,
:)
not only day, but days.
seriously, now all i do is watch drama and wait for the day that i can hop on the plane and say BYE to OZ and I'm HOME to Mas. ;)
as the date comes nearer, time seems to pass slower.
brrr,
so i've finish watching They Kissed Again today,
because My girlfriend is a 9talied fox and Mischievous Kiss ony renewed every thursday and friday on pps.
so yeah.
and my god!
i fell in love with this drama!! INSTANTLY!
though i dislike the first one, but the second one is soooooooo, wayyy much better!
at least, Xiang Qin is not that dumb.. and ZhiShu, sooooo much sweeter!!!
it's the only drama so far i've seen that talks about the after marriage life.
it' toooo sweet how ZhiShu treats his wife, XiangQing.
he loves her so much,
never the way she wanted or understand,
but definitely the right way.
though he may seem cold to her,
but when he's sweeet, my good! it melts my heart... so bad. ;(
i especially love episode 16! where she went to tell him she got through the test.
aisehhh.
plus, i realise she's prettier in this series, i wonder why.
but..
that's not the main point,
the main point is,
i really really love this drama, because it's about the life after a marriage and how husband and wife live with each other..
somehow,
i kinda make a decision,
never i was this sure..
I WANT A HUSBAND LIKE ZHISHU!
seriously!
*no more JunPyo or JiHu... because i don't know how they treat their wife..so no no no..
of course, i don't expect him to be a genius, but he must MUST be smarter than me..
very reliable..tall, and can faces problem calmly..like, emm, somehow i know i can depend on him! you get me?
he can treat me cold sometimes, must always sweet the other time.
just like ZhiShu!!!!!
i know this is insane, but i actually dream of ZhiShu twice in a row. ;p
shows how determined i am huh? :)

i really really wanna be the wife of someone like ZhiShu. :)
i really really hope my husband will be like ZhiShu. :)
so pray for me.
haha.
okay, Joe Cheng as ZhiShu is HOT! and Ariel Lin as XiangQin in the ISWAK2 is cuter than the first one. :) :)
but i still like ZhiShu more than Joe Cheng. ;p though my ZhiShu should be as tall as Joe too. xD haha.
love, cong.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

chanel girl :D

Daddy bought mummy a birthday present!
daddy bought mummy Chanel girlll!
it's a female chowchow!!
her name is Chanel Tan. ;)
i named her! hehe.
AHHH! i can't be there to welcome her and this suckss! :(
thanks to skype, i can still see her.
hehe, she's Phumbaa boy's future loverrr!
we will make them fall in love!!! :D :D :D






i'm Chanel Tan. :)




love, cong

Mischievous Kiss ♥

:)
my dear cousin adeline says my post is always emo...
SORRY ABOUT THAT!
but this will definitely be a HAPPY one! :D
though i felt sour that i wasn't able to attend my family's Raya gathering. *pfft*
trust me, it sucks to see over the webcam that all of them are having fun while you're stuck alone over here. grrr. but oh well! ;) hehe,
i'm fine. ;) really.
suppose to be doing my assignment. -.- the Pebblepad? heard of it? it's some software use to create a webfolio with your CV/resume.. o.o
but i decided to blog first!! since i've stop progressing from friday till now.. so, what's another 20 minutes to blog? haha. ;p
i'll do it hardcore today! i HAVE to finish it! :) wish me luck~~
wooohoooo! love this new song on my playlist?
it's from the Korean Drama Mischievous Kiss, ♥ ♥ ♥
Ji Hoo is the Male lead! :) huhu~ he's just HOT. :)
ga ga ga, though the female lead.. is well.. normal, but then she looks cute after a few episode.
the more you look at her, the more she gets cuter! ;p
honestly speaking, i myself kinda have doubts on this drama,
i used to DISLIKE the TAIWAN VERSION - It Started With a Kiss (恶作剧之吻) !
not because of the Male lead, he's cute.. tall and smart.
the one i DISLIKE, or ANNOYED to see is the Female lead, 湘琴. she seriously gets on my nerve!
don't get me wrong, i DON'T DISLIKE 林依晨, the girl who acts as 湘琴,
i just don't like her acting in this drama, it's tooooooooooooooooooooooo over!
she makes the female lead loooks so STUPID, so DUMB that i feel like strangling her!!
SERIOUSLY. it's not cute, but annnnoyyyinnnnggg!
that's why i never like the drama, *sorry qian, i know you LOVE it so much.
but still.. i have to be honesttt. that's my own view though..
hmmm.
but suprisingly, the korean version wasn't like this! THANK GOD!
the female lead in this version is way better, though she's dumb too, but not annoying!!
TRUST ME. :)
NO comment of both version's Male lead. they both look gorgeous!!! :)) ♥

Ji Hoo (i know i know, that's not his real name. but i prefer to recognise him as JiHoo. haha. xD)as Baek Seung Jo :)


Oh Ha Ni. :)
Only 4 episode is out. D;
i don't know how long i have to wait.. it's only showing on every Wednesday and Thursday over there in Korea. haisehh.. it's gonna be a looooonnng and torturing wait. +.+
THEREFORE, i went searching for others..
and guess what i found?!
Itazura Na Kiss - Anime Version. :) :) ♥ ♥ ♥ it!!
this is the original version, i mean.. compared to the Taiwan one - which is the only one i've watched all of it so far.. the Korean one is not done showing, so i don't know yet. :/
hmm,
anyhoo, even from the Original, the female lead wasn't as DUMB and as ANNOYING as the taiwan version female lead.. so i guess, they were overdoing.. -,-'
then again, it's my own view. :)
i ♥ the anime version!
i'm not really the anime kinda, i only watched few..
mm, Cardcaptor Sakura, Alice Academy. OH and Naruto! :) haha,
but this is a GOOOD ONE!!!!
i watched all 25 episodes at once yesterday!!
i can't stop!! it's tooooo goood!!
hehe. :)
this one is better!! they had the relationship part, the marriage part and even after marriage all in one!
after watching the whole series,
something kinda hits me. ;p
it's like i'm more more more sure that my life goal is to get married to a great guy and be a good wife, a good mother. :) haha!!
i'm too easy to be influenced? haha.
seriously, seeing her getting pregnant makes me wanna be a mother too! :) i wonder how will my hubbie react and how will he take care of me? huhu~~ *having wild fantasy here.. *
i've always wanted that, this anime only made me more keen and sure of it.
haha.
maybe having a guy like Naoki (Male lead) isn't that bad..
though cold, but the once in a while tender is so OMG. ;p
maybe having the way how Kotoko (Female lead) gets her right one, isn't so bad..
though there's loads of heartbreaking, but at least there's no regret. and.. after so many years of liking, she finally gets the guy..
hmmm, how sweeeeet ♥
cong is dreaming again. ;p
yeap! sometimes i wish my love life was somehow like the anime/drama series..
you know?
those series where the couples known each other since young..
then something happened, and they were seperated,
the guy had always liked the girl, even till now when it's already, i don't know, maybe.. 15 years?
he approached her without letting her know..
she likes him too.. always had but he don't know that she does, and she don't know that's him!
HAHA. thinking too much aight?
haiseh.. how is it possible?
i'm already 20. o.o
so maybe i'll make it possible for my daugther! *very sure about it!
seeing Kotoko so persistence kinda makes me feels weak,
i kinda wonder what if i was as persistence as her?
what if i endure all the hurt and held on with it..?
will things be different??
:) just wondering.
maybe that's the only thing i've regretted so far..
oh well! :)
i like my life now!!

Itazura Na Kiss

There you go. the poster of this Anime. :) the guy may looks NOT SO ANIME HOT kind here, but he's kinda cute and hot in the series. ;p
A MUST WATCH!
i'm gonna rewatch it when i finish my PebblePad. brrrrrr.
till then,

AZA AZA FIGHTING! ♥ :)

p.s// 1* days till hommmeee~~

love, cong. :) :) full with lovey dovey moood!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

给你。

毕竟我们都是曾经
只是,
原来的曾经是那么的可悲。
不,
是可笑吧?


我一路向北,
离开有你的季节,
你说你好累,
已无法再爱上谁,
风在山路吹,
过往的画面,
全都是我不对,
细数惭愧我伤你几回。

我一路向北,
离开有你的季节,
方向盘周围,
回转着我的后悔,
我加速超越,
却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲,
细数惭愧我伤你几回,
停止狼狈就让错纯粹...




‘如果一對男女在分手後,不是朋友的話, 不是一方從未付出真心, 就是一方永遠都在默默付出...’


幸福...


love, her.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Farewell Assignments. :) for now.

Annyong~~ :0
haha. saying farewell to my assignments!
packing up, jumping up and down to go home!
can't wait!! :)
although assignments are gone for now,
as i still have two more to due after my semester break,
but nothing can bit the feeling of going home!!!!

i'm so happyy now.
which is why i love this song!
it gives me more and more smile when i replay it. :)
haha!
did it hit you too? did it make you smile as well?
the cheerie, lovey dovey feeling? haha.
just like the sweeetest cuppiecake. ;)
it's a Korean Drama my younger and elder sister intro me. :)
My GirlFriend is a Nine -Tailed Fox(GuMiHo).

i have to thank both of my beloved sistas! :D
cause this drama is god damn good! :)
it's a fusion of modern love story and ancient myth, why?
the female lead is REALLY a 9tailed fox. :)
the male lead and second male lead, one is cute and the other is HOT with some itsy bitsy evil-ish. :) the female lead is supperrb cute!! :)

female lead. :)

male lead. :)

second male lead. :)
the whole drama is so cheeery and sweet!! :) though it too have some heartbreaking scenes,
but then again, which drama don't? *winks
i'm only at episode 8, because there's only 8 so far in pps, i'm not sure about youtube. :)
this song! haha. so cheery oh?
you will never guess the lyrics of the song is somehow sad,
i'm not sure about the entire,
but its something like,


I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i only loves you i’m really sorry
i could only cry
I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i really miss it. i miss you
please forgive me~ i think i lost my mind


yup! the whole song is about a guy asking his girl back. :) but in this cute song? haha.
i love it tooo bits!!
though BOF fever is still on, this will be my current addiction too ya know? :) oh and Mischievous Kiss as welll! hehe.
i still have the urge to rewatch BOF, but then, not too soon, if i can remember what happen next in every scene..it's very much kinda spoiling isn't it?
so..i'll wait patiently for now. ;p
however, once in a while i do randomly choose an epsiode to watch. hehe. can't get over it just yet. huhu~ ;)


another thing that made my day? :)
i bought cupcakess!! mmmm, deliciousssss!
mouthwatering! though i can't have lemon meringue pie, but i got
lemon meringue cuppiecakee!!

it's so yummmy that i can finish all four at once. but i wanna save it for later, in case there's any sudden cravings at night, like yesterday. -.-"
i'm such a failure,
i kept on promising myself not to eat anymore snacks other than proper meal..
but i can't. D;
and i don't wanna get fat! help! ! !



HOME SWEET HOME in 10+ dayss!!

how's your day guys? :) goood?


love, cong