touch.

i'll make this quick. :) i just got home from Aunt JN's daughter, Shirley's wedding. it was really sweet and touching. i cried, quite some times. i know, typical cong.
i almost cry in nearly every wedding dinner. i don't know why! o.o
it makes me wonder, who will be my mr.right?
will all my loved ones be there?
how shall i decorate the hall?
loads and loads..
yet, it will still to wait. so long more to go.

yesterday, cheesing, yih and momo brought me out for dinner the Menjalara. we ate CRABS in De Food Land. it was great~~ i enjoyed it so much. they said, it was a pre-birthday dinner. haha.
after dinner, we went to hang out at cheesing's. rald join us later.
as usual, chatting, bitching, playing!
can you imagine i actually can piggyback rald!! haha. :) yupp.
and he looks like the korean yesterday..i look so hideous in that picture..grrr.

doesn't rald look like the Korean?
the gang. :p

this was my outfit for the wedding dinner. :) the dress was from TopShop. and the stocking? i don't remember. haha. :p i love the make up, so Marilyn Monroe~ haha! i wish...

my eldest uncle, 2nd aunt and my 3rd aunt.



mummy and daddy. :)
my sisters. :)

qian was in the other table with my eldest aunt and 2nd uncle. ;) i wanted to take picture with them, but my camera was out...grr. and her pictures? i bet she would wanna post it up herself when i send to her soon. :) :) hehe.

about the advertisement below, i think it's really saddening. :(

i love it, but it always makes me cry...

so that's it. im tired. i gotta bounce.
love you people. ;)
oh, i'll be posting the my birthday present from cheesing soon. ;) i love it~

*Edward: ‘Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold…to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see you flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever’

love, cong.

7 days

:) 7 days till christmas.
i'm so excited!
i always love christmas. :) especially christmas eve! christmas itself is not as special as the 24th. ;)
i've been super busy, so true.
so busy that i didn't have time to read my Breaking Dawn.
yes, THAT busy. :)

anyhoo, love you people.
have a merry early christmas.
i'll be updating very soon. ;)


*Edward: ‘I love you. It’s a poor excuse for what I’m doing, but it’s still true.’


love, cong.

i'm emo

i think i'm insane. maybe, berserk is a better word.

why? i never started with a good morning.

firstly, i didn't sleep well due to some tradegy.

sin's friend, well, had gone forever last night, in a road accident.

i'm so worried about him. sin was upset. i can hear from his voice.

and i'm sorry about what had happened, sorry for not being there for him.

i feel so... useless, suddenly. like i was no help to anything.

second, i didn't get to sleep well last night.

despite the first reason i mentioned, i was suffering from, this heartache, which is not suppose to be.

i feel pain for Edward. yes, i finished ECLIPSE. and i LOATHE it! not all of it, not the part where Edward and Bella was too sweet. :) but it's the worst book among the four.
how could Bella be so 'generous'? in love with two guys at one time, when one of he cherish her to bits, loved her so well - when Edward is so perfect?

how could she honestly be so mean to him?!

i would, i could love Edward better. if i had the chance.

i know, as stupid as i am, it really does hurt my heart.

and Edward was so unselfish, excusing her from all this by just one fact. 'you're a human.'

....oh Edward.

i honestly do envy Bella so much. i don't hate her, just mad at her for not knowing how lucky she is, to have everything i ever wanted.

hmm, thank god i already read it once. because it would have hurt MORE when i have no idea about the HAPPY ENDING.

YEAH, i watched New Moon AGAIN, with my family.

daddy was, well, as expected, bored of the movie.

he was like, the whole movie is about 'i sacrifise for you; you die for me; romeo & juliet' ...

daddy was funny. :) but at least he didn't snore while he was asleep. that's a relief.

mummy was better, she atually enjoyed the movie. she said the story was nice. i'm glad. but she choose the blonde vampire - one of the three Volturi - was it Caius? or Marcus? i don't know. but i was SHOCKED. i tried to convinced her Edward is way much more breathtaking. :)

he does for me, so drop dead gorgeous.

back home, i called sin.

according to him, his friend's girl was crying so badly.

of course, who wouldn't? after 2 years of relationship, who wouldn't?

to deal with the losing part was okay, you know, time heals and everything.

but the worst part - which i personally think - is the after,

is how to deal with all the thoughts in your mind that used to have him in it, the plan you had all fixed to share with him.

how is it possible to erase someone from your future&past when you had loved him so much? when he was so close to you a few seconds ago? when he was so real...

i pity that girl. i will never understand how she's feeling now, or so i wish i would never have the chance to.

all the best, girl. i wish you all the best...

if a girl is even allowed to dream the impossible, the only one thing i would wish for, Edward. maybe, it's not Edward, maybe it's the love he had for her. the love that forever is possible...

i want to cry out loud, i feel so emo, but there's nothing in my life now that i can cry for.

i should be following page by page on the quote. but not for today.

i love this the most, it's not from Twilight, but New Moon.

*Edward: ‘Before you, Bella, my life was a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars – points of light and reason…And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, where the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for everything.’

love, cong

Twilight

from now on, each and every of my post, below or wherever it will be,
i assure you, there will be one quote from the twilight saga that i love!
:)

* Edward: ‘It would be more . . . prudent for you not to be my friend, but I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.

love, cong.

hometown

i'm sorry for the sudden lost again! i was in a hurry, back to my hometown. my mummy decided it all too sudden. it was right after dinner, that she ask us to get pack and headed back to our hometown. :) i kinda like it there, well, for some reasons. but i don't really like it during night time. it's all too scary for me. xD haha.

wonder what did i do in my hometown with no malls, no internet line, no laptop. nothing.

well, at least there's astro.

but still, i preferred to be stick to New Moon. :) i meant, the book.

i'm reading the twilight series again. :)

i realize, despite the fact that they had Edward Cullen SHOWN in the movie, i actually prefer the book more.

it's much much much more detailed. and you can see the love clearly!!

i love love love twilight. :) :)

of course, sin came down often. to kept me accompanied. afterall, we can't really see each other that often during holidays. we took our chances. :)

on monday noon, i went out with rald. nothing much, just lunch and talkings.

we didn't go far, only to Aeon Bukit Tinggi. that figures right? i mean, about the 'nothing much to do'.

it was nice talking to rald again.

just two old friends, talking about what's happening in their life, and what had happen in the past. laught about silly mistakes we made.

we were walking rounds and rounds, not window shopping but talking. :)

it went on for hours, until my flats kinda hurt my feet.

i asked rald to go accompany his mummy for gym instead of wandering in my house.

i'm glad he listened, and really glad that his mummy is happy that rald is there with her.:)

one of my best friend. :)

7 years. like i said, rald, i know you love me. i know you do. for all that you've done for me. ;)

okay, i should go back to Edward. i miss him already. :)

love, cong.

rald's skin

i'm practically insane now!! i can't help myself but to watch New Moon again and again. i watched it yesterday afternoon, before celebrating yih's birthday. :) i watched it with sin, of course. who else would wanna watch with me again and again. even sin is on his maximum limit. he insulted Edward in front of me. why? i had him watching the third time after the dinner with the rest of you guys. :D haha.
i know, i'm insane.

i know, i'm crazy over Edward Cullen.
its the way he walks,
its the way he smile,
its the way he speaks,
its the way he cares,
its the way he's so protective over Bella,
its the way he loves...
everything of him, fascinates me.
i am, unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.


OKAY!
my outfit for the day. going on a sixties mood. that's why. did i mention that i love Audrey Hepburn? :) i was kinda inspired by her, with the outfit and the makeup. :p

i pick sin up at the Ktm, and we went to pyramid. i had to get him new clothes! seriously, he was wearing whole black! i mean, it's okay for me, but the t really get on my nerves. we took some time before the movie for some shopping. he got himselve two knitwear. i love him in it. he looks so, different. :) like what tee said, MY "edward"-to-be. lol. i don't think he's even close. :p but i still love him for who he is.

this is how pyramid had decorated for christmas.

hmm, i ♥ christmas!
it's the warm-est festival ever! seriously, it always makes me feel warm and happy. :) especially when it is celebrated in a winter seasoned country.

i had the most memorable christmas in Disney Land, Paris. when i'm still a kid. wait, or was it Disney Land, Los Angeles? errr, i don't really remember. i was too young. but i know i did. those lights, the cold wind, the snow, the street, mickey, minner, donald, goofy, pluta, daisy...it was too clear.

i know, i love that night.

it was the greatest christmas.

thanks daddy. ♥ ♥

after the movie, i drive home to change into my flats. :) haha. and then came back to pyramid again for yih's dinner. we had it Oviet, Vietnamese Cuisine. the lemongrass chicken/lamb chop was mouthwatering. :) haha. everyone was at ease. no drama or whatever.
everyone was happy, i was happy. :)
i gave out souvenir that i brought back from ZhuHai/Guangzhou. kept some for those who weren't there. xen, sai, wai, kengloong, ying, moko, hamo, lee, remember you're chocolate is still with me. :D :D
speaking of them, it reminds me of rald. :) why?
because he has the closest skin to Edward's. super fair and all. skinny, yet with some abs.
i was like going through his skin slowly... he reminds me of Edward. :p
okay, it sounds scary now. i should stop. ;p SORRY KIMBERLEY! hehe.
we met Racheal, yuchung's girl. :) she's nice, but shy, i notice. haha.
tee was Bella to sin, and sin was Edward to tee.
jokes, laughter, pictures rounded up that dinner.
i'm happy. :)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YIH! ♥♥♥

i just love group photos. :) a.k.a family photo.

love, cong.

procrastination

i procrastinated again. i was suppose to be blogging yesterday, but i was too lazy. AND, to caught up in my all-time-favorite book. yes, the twilight series. i've been reading it all over again. i just can't get enough of edward cullen. :) i know i'm going insane, but i think it's all worth it. don't ask me why. :)

you know lately there's been this team jacob or team edward thing? i kinda think, it's a bit, you know, waste of time? i mean, whoever reads the series, knows that the in the end, it will be edward and bella. jacob is like, the supporting character. so why bother? o.o ( this only refers to my own opinion. sorry if i offended anyone. i don't have the intention to. ) hmm, but i gotta admit he's sizzling hot in the movie! especially with his short black hair. :) :) BUT, i still stick to team Edward. Edward's just devastatingly gorgeous! ahhh. i'm going crazy~
i watched New Moon right before we celebrated my sister's 2*th birthday. i love the movie, but loathes the place where i watch it. the people in the cinema, just can't stop murmuring!! it' so bothering! ugh! HENCE, i'm watching it again!! i don't care what people say how crazy i am, i am going to watch it again. :p haha!
gosh! how badly i wish i am Bella. :)

oh, i guess, i watch twilight the 16 time now. xD yup, i watch the movie yesterday, again. and nomatter how many times i watched it, Edward cullen still dazzles me like noboody else. :) i guess he is still and always my dream guy afterall. hmmm. :)




okay, back to reality!:)
we had the dinner at Swiss Garden Hotel for my sister's birthday. Her guy buy us all dinner. :) it was a great day. everyone was happy! i bought my sister a pair if black heels with gold studs. i'm glad she loves it. hehe.








p.s//about my result for Final. i'm so happy with it. i guess hardworking does pay! i score 2 HighDistinction and 2 Dictinction. :) :) i'm glad daddy and mummy are happy too. :) i love me! haha!

AND today, it's my darling cousin leng's birhtday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may all you birthday wishes do come true. :D :D MUACX~


love, cong.