17 again. no, literally, AGAIN.

yup! :) 17 again rocks! i love love love this movie!! they have hot guys(Zac Efron), sweet drives, nice story line, touching family relationships, ever lasting love and friendship. i watch it yesterday night with cheesing, yih and haolu. we went for dinner at Italianese before the movie. i was suppose to try out the drink, 'sex on the beach', but cheesing was afraid that i'd hung over in the cinema, so yeah! but still, thanks cheesing, for that night. :) i enjoyed. oh oh! i even manage to get one shot with the snoooker! like, seriously, one shot! no faking nothing! woah~~ i'm so impressed by myself. haha. i reached home around one something, was extremely tired, sleep...

then the next morning, i went out with sin! we had belgian fries, takoyaki, shilin chicken chop. :) i had so much fun! then we watch 17 again, AGAIN. haha! what to do? it is a really nice show! but i really dislike the malay girl sitting beside us, so noisy...ugh! -.-" but you see, i realise that, those non-artistic movie, which is this, you know, the more to chic-lit type of movie, they practically have the same routine of the story line. especially the ones recently filmed. like,
1)you wished for something that you had grudge on,
2)you go back in time, did what you wanna do,
3)but found out it was a mistake, regreted
4)and prefer the path you had taken.
5)it's always like this, at the end, you will only appreciate what you have with you.

it's so typical in our normal human life.
people always asked for what they don't have, or what they haven't done,
and then, when they did it,
there will always be a mistake to show that it's WRONG to look back. it's WRONG to change the history and then the future.
now you see?
people, sometimes when things are done so in some way, whether it's your fault or not,
maybe they are better with it like that ;
maybe it happened for your own good ;
maybe it was meant to be like that so that you'll have a better, brighter future.
so i guess, what i'm trying to say is, i think, we should just cherish whatever we have now, and don't look back.
i'm not saying it's wrong to miss it, but life is about moving forward right?
to learn new things, see new stuffs, meet new people, and then from those, choose the ones you'd love to remember,
and then you can smile when you're sitting on the rocking chair, with glasses one, and an old cat on your tie. :)
haha.

haolu - yih's classmate, i'm gonna miss him. he's always this shy boy, but i know he's not. although i don't know him that long, but i know he's a nice guy. so please, take care. :)

love, cong.

the evening.

i had a fight with sin just now, but it's okay now. and this is not the reason why am i emo. i'm emo because i read wen's blog...he said, we all have our life now, and it seems that we have forgotten each other, and that no one is willing to organise gatherings anymore.. is that true? is this honestly the ugly truth? that we had forgotten about each other?

NO!! at least, i know i don't! you all know how hard i tried to maintain this, so it's really unfair to accuse me like that. i love you guys all to bits...is just that, sometimes, we will be preoccupied by new things, new stuffs, and even the new role player in our life. THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DON'T CARE! pleasee...don't say that... don't..it hurts me alot...

i registered Victoria University today, and now, all i can do is to wait for the conditional offer which will be recieved within a week. i met cind and yuchung at Sunway Uni today. SOOO glad to know that they are all fine. :) seems like everyone has their own goal to achieve now...those who study hard, those will are currently recharging for a longer journey, those who are preparing for test...ohhh~ it's like our goals are so OBVIOUS right now till it's so HARD to forget it, leave it all behind and live like how we used too in the old times. it's seems impossible anymore...we've growned up, and reponsibilities are getting bigger and bigger, how can we suppose to live those life when we only have results to think of, but nothing else?

but seriously, i want those days back! i wanna live like that forever, nomatter what people say...so naive or whatever! i just ask for one day! just one day, please make time turn back...i wanna feel loved and let those i loved to know that they are always loved by me, nomatter what, how or where.

maybe i can't be there like i always do during the olden times, but trust me, i will be there if you need me. i swear it with all my heart...just please, don't doubt me.

i feel restless, reckless, useless, heartless right now...
i'm sorry that i wasn't a great friend, but i promise i will be. please, believe in me...all that i had done and said in the past, don't it show??

help me....

colour seems...ugly to me right now. sorry.
love, cong.

graduation ball.

people!!! how are you guys?! i miss you guys sooo much! i'm so sorry for not updating, i was kinda pre-occupied :) *grin* plus, my younger sis was using my laptop for her project the whole day, so yeah! sorry. :( well, now, i will blog about my graduation ball ! :) we had it in ShangRiLa Hotel, KL. i don't wanna say much, pictures will show. but there is a few one i must say, yunjoo left us to korea...and maybe she's never coming back..i felt so sad, i will miss her, so much~ those days we had...haiseh. i was a bit emo today, when i went back to taylors for my forecast. as i walked by those classes, i finally realise A levels is over. it likes, reality finally hits me, not until that moment. suddenly, those flash back of me walking in the school compound with my college mates was so obvious...yeah, my college mates, i may not be seeing them again...how sad...i teared when i went in the car, telling sin how i felt..about them, about us..about him... i hate changes...but i know i have to endure it. one and a half year just flew pass us like that!

most of all, i really wanna thank sin, he'd done so much for me! he saved up for my dress, my shoes...and then he sacrifies his study time, and learn the road to KL, fetch me back in the middle of night when he was suppose to be resting...he even stayed at my house for three days to accompanied me for my make up in shuemura, my nails-doing and my hair-doing...my mummy, my daddy, my sister, weichen kor kor. thanks for all...thanks baby dear, you won't know how touched i am! i love you..so much...and this song, Stick with you, is for you...:) ".....i'm singing cause you're so so into me..." my baby dear. :) <3

blue lens.

sin said this is sexy! haha. xD

yuhmiin, cong, kam.

sexxy back?



she wanted the piano shot so badly!

yuva, cong and hugo.

godfather? xD


ash, yuhmiin, kam, cong.

godfather number2? :p
number3. xp

kammie like this! ;)

yuhmiin, yunjoo, hugo, cong and kam. :)

i like this. ;)

there's load more, but i'm so lazy to update. so i pick the nice ones. :)

love, cong.

relaxed, but tired.

my exams? what?! what are they? haha. yeap! it's totally over, except for my MCQ for economics, which i don't really think it will be a threat to me. well, i did my essay paper quite well. and as for today, the MCQ...hmmm, it was very well done, i think? oh well, it so OVER NOW!

I GRADUATED FROM A LEVEL!!! :)

haha, yeap! i'm finally going to U...still, it's a good thing and yet a bad thing. god knows why! haiseh...

for now, i don't feel like blogging at all...

will update soon!

oh! i spent so much from prom...T.T kill meeeeee...


love, cong.

menstrual cramp.

right after i blogged that post yesterday...my day had turned upside down!!! my gosh! i suffered from serious menstrual cramp! :( :( ouch....plus, i had gastrict too. haiseh, my menstrual pain lead to gastrict. imagine how painful is that? :( all these are because my body is too weak..:( that's why my mummy told me. i swear, from now on, i will do anything to get my body better! how bad would i feel to be alone overseas, suffering from all these?! NO WAY! HELL NO!!

meanwhile, i will rest. :) i need energy to study for econs! aza aza!


p.s//sin is lying on my bed, playing my nintendo DS. :)
love, cong.

this is a post on june 4th, NOT june 3rd.

i don't know what's wrong with my date...and i have no idea how to fix it! o.o someone help me? anybody...this is very annoying. it's like, when the next time i go back through what i blog, i'll remember things that had happen in my life wrongly, at the wrong date. imagine that? -.-" ugh!


yesterday, i went out with sin. :) yup! we went shopping! for my prom dress and my prom heels! i manage to get them within the budget...well, not really, about rm60 over the budget. but sin said it was fine, why? because i know he loves me, and to him, as long as i'm happy, he will do anything for me. hmmm, he's such a sweet guy. a 100% good guy, and yet he always feel that he's not good enough for me. :( ouch! darling, you're enough! in fact, you're the best guy i've ever met. ;) this month's 24th, it'll be our one year anniversary...i can't believe it. it's been so long, and yet, it felt like, only what? 6 months? hmmm. i bet kam will be shocked! she's always shock. that stupid girl. :) oh yeah! my prom dress, is lemon yellow in colour, material - chiffon. :) it's knee length with a slight long train, but it doesn't drag on the floor while i walk. :) and the heels? from Aldo, peacock purple in colour. :) it's about 8cm to 11.5cm high. PEFFECT MATCH! thanks darling. you know, that dress, i've been loving it since the beginning of the year. i swore that i want it as my prom dress, and now, my dreams came true! it's on discount! so yeah! i need to thank god and sin for making it come true. i feel so spoilt. :p i know, i know, sorry sin. :(


back to the emotional part, yeah, i was talking about it with sin yesterday. and then, memories flash back, i remember one stupid guy, with sweat all over his face, standing in front of me with a bunch of red-heart balloons which he stole from the credit card counter.... the first time he called me dear to comfort me, the first time i celebrated valentine's and birthday with him, the cookies, the cheesecake...when he came down from mentakab at 9, reach at 11...and then go back again after like what? an hour of seeing me? ...oh sin darling, what i do to get so much from you? how am i ever gonna repay you back for loving me that much...sometimes, i really think of this being forever..but yet, forever seems so..fragile. but i promise to love you with all my heart until i don't anymore. no faking. :)


like i said yesterday..."..................less than every yesterday, more than every tomorrow." okay? :)


well, people...hehe. sorry! :p i know it's bothering. but this is my blog! i have the total freedom to blog whatever i want. haha! oh, i talked on the phone with kok that day, he say he'll be coming back this decemeber. yup yup! and he was making jokes with me. haha. about gucci. hmmm. :) it's secret! after kok, chunkeat called. we talked and talked until 12 plus, sin called. hmmm, i was busy on the phone all night! but seriously, i haven't had this kind long phone conversation since high school! i remember i used to do that. hmmm, those were the days.

i'll going back to bentong soon...bluek. i guess i can use that time to do some studies for econ. urgh..-.-" can't wait for it to be all over!!

currently listening to My everything - Lee Min Ho a.k.a Juen Pyo~~~ AHHHHH! i love this song so much!! :) :) oh oh oh! and i saw NEW MOON's OFFICIAL TRAILER!! OH MY GOD! i'm SO NOT gonna miss it! i wanna watch it so so so so much!! can't wait till november, i can finally meet my 'still dream guy' again, the charming-est vampire ever, edward cullen.

cheers! :) MUACX.

love, cong.

so out of track.

i wore contacts! i've learn to. hmmm, wearing it is easy..but seriously, taking it out from my eyes!? SOOOOO HARD! plus, i got nails! they asked me to widened my eyes and use the tip of my nails to get it out!? no way! it HURTS! i was crying..calling sin and qian to ask them how!?? i can't even widened my eyes to fit my finger inside to it. haiseh..one is break into half inside my eyes...what a failure i am...-.-""

i'm so out of track you know...i don't know how is everyone. i'm too busy with my finals! i had so much pressure..that i broke down and burst into tears!! last sunday, i couldn't fit a single thing into my head! it was aching and i was forcing notes into it..i took the whole afternoon to study, but i only finished it at twelve at night. this was and will be the worst time for me! seriously, studying was never that HARD for me... (not that i'm praising myself) but that day.. UGH! of course! because i had LAW and SOCIO. both paper needs memorising..hmmm, i hate that day! but it's over now. :) and i didn't do well, i think. ahh. fcuk it! it's over, i don't think i will score THAT bad....*rolling eyes and thinking* oh well, what's done is done. for my next paper, econs, i have 9 days to study. so i'm practically on a HOLIDAY mood already! :D haha. i planned to use this whole week to shop for my prom dress! any suggestion?? let me know okayy?? :) nice and cheap one..:)

did i mention that i almost went into an accident that day!? yeah! but i'm fine..so i don't think it's necessary to mention about it. forget about the stuffs...

happy belated birthday daphne.

i'm sorry about those pass. i wasn't really nice to you, from the beginning. because, it i was so used to rald being with us..and then you showed up, occupying each part of him. it's been me or qian all the long, so it's quite hard for me to get use to it. but then, i know., i've learned. sorry that i misunderstand what kind of person you are...sorry that i judged you before i know you. for all that, i'm sorry, and even to those...that had happened to you now. for now, i would just wanna know you all over again. :)) and be your friend, sincerely, not by knowing you as a girl of my guys, but as daphne. okay?? :) hehe.

here's a gift... this present box..i hope you can dump all of your unecessary sadness and maybe unwanted things in your life, chuck it all in and throw it away. you really deserve to live a better life. :) you're still young okay?? maybe, the relationships you had was on the wrong timing. please, don't blame it on any side..it's very tiring to do so. :) have a happy life and enjoy it...

to my peopleS, you all too..i missed you guys so much...hmmm, yup, i know it's suprising about this post. but hey, i'm cong! i give suprises to you guys all the time, right? :D i love you guys soooooooooo much!!! hehe.

xen : i'm sorry i'm no contacting you..i'm still pissed..but i do miss you. will be contacting you soon! ;)

sai : you dirty boy! having a bad hair day again? hmm, miss you. :)

rald : ....i misss you...the old you...don't treat me so cold, as if you don't know me anymore..well, friends can still be important okay? :)

hamo : HAVE YOU LEFT ALREADY!? where are you?!

kok : how's exam eh? :) :)

wai : bluek! stupid wai!

chun : don't stop emaling me. :) i'm happt every time i recieve your mail!

yih : haiiiyoooorrrrrrrrrr...i heard math hard worr. :)

cheesing : you said you'll visit me!

wen : how are you lerr? miss you lerr! :)

yuchung : come to my blog!

tee : sorry. :) keep on B**c*ing okay? xD

kengloong : i'm sure i heard you had one..

quan&hao : i hope you guys are doing fine. :)

and to my darlings, cind, moko, qian and ying!!!!!!!! text me ...i miss you!! :D

and this, are for you wonderful peopleS(guys and girls)... :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

love, cong.