rumours has it!

have i ever not went to Mamak with you guys?
have i ever wipe the chair or do some cleaning action on the chair before i sit down on the chair?

well, a guy who don't know me at all, say that i have such habits. what's even worst, he told her mummy, who is sin's mummy's friend that sin told him about this. i was like, what the hell?!

sin is so f***ing pissed at that guy! he don't even know me that much. but, oh well, since, his mummy said that i'm pretty. :p

still,
rumours has it.


love, cong.

my last day in college.

my class, PL3

i'm feeling better today, as compared to yesterday's emo-ness. why? because, today is the second day of my menstruation? haha. and of course, i saw sin. :) i planned to go for only econ, but then i got the time table messed up ended up only attending the last class, law. ms.harjeet allowed us to take pictures for the whole period. and we did. hmmm, i will miss them. i know it. but life goes on...thank god i still have you people. ;) of course, we will still keep in touch. at least, i will try to...well, you guys have never meet them right? so now, let me introduce to you people, one by one, these people who accompanied me through my college life when you guys weren't around. :) by the way, i only uploaded some... l>r : cong, kam, yuhmin, yunjoo. :)



kam and cong.




cong and yunjoo.





yuhmin, cong and kam.






yuhmin and cong.









kam, cong and yunjoo.






john and cong.



jiamin and cong.



ash and cong.

yuvaraj and cong. :)



cong and vivian.

cong and hugo.

to wrap my day up, sin brought me to sunway and grab paratha. :D :D i love him!

that was it, that was how my last day in college goes. after my finals, i'll be going to uni. i'm finally a U student! but then again, ..... ..... ..... sin....

love, cong.

stars are shining.

i'm kinda emotional today, and i will blame it on my menstruation. yes i will. it didn't happen this afternoon. i had fun with my classmates and sin. not until, later that night, while i was on my way with my sister to buy food. and then i saw the moon, so beautiful...it was so clear and round, hanging on the clear blue-purple sky, so alone. the radio was playing the song - nothing's gonna change my love for you. (it made me thought of sin)

i was having a conversation about going overseas with my sister. and then, i started whipping...my eyes were drowned with tears. i realise, i am really going to miss sin alot. he was always there for me, accompanied me, did all the things that i should do myself for me...how am i gonna to live through it?? tomorrow will be my last day of college, bye bye a-levels, which means, i'm no longer studying at taylors. how am i going to see sin everyday like how i do now? who am i going to go to if i have problems in university? and then again, i thought of the moon, just like me, so alone. maybe i'm being very emotional, but i can't help it! blame it on the MENSTRUATION!

as i reached home, i saw the stars above me, shining so brightly. they were so beautiful, they remind me of you guys. :) you people are the last thing in the whole wide world i would wanna let go. hmmm, i felt better then.

then i wonder, how long am i going to be with sin? i love him alot, but how long will this love last? nobody knows. maybe because we were not meant to be, faith stop us from falling for each other any deeper...cause i know, i've heard that....

sin, just please, you must know, i love you. and even if years had passed, happen so, one day i am not who i am with now, you must know, i'd loved you...and you're the last person on earth that i would ever wanna hurt. you won't know how bad i would feel even by just thinking that i have to say those harsh words to you. i even wish, you would betrayed me than i hurting you. i'd rather you hurt me than i hurting you...

so remember, this post okay? i love you.

i'm sorry that this post is very emotional...blame it on the menstruation. i always tend to be emo when i'm having period. sin knows it well...

i feel like listening to this song,
Would you be there ? - Redwan Ali
If I were blue, would you be there for me?
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me? let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me?
would you run with me?
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there ..... for me ...

i play you guys this song okay? listen, it's really nice..it's the third song, fastforward it twice on my playlist *urban emotion* personally, i suggest you play that song and read the lyrics together. :)

love, cong.

女孩子很难知道的6件事.

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了.
(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,这是他真的知道,世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪.
(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

my dear guys, is this true? well, i asked sin, sin said (1),(2),(3),(4),(5) is right, since he felt the same way before! haha. *aherrmm* o:) see the ring above my head?

they say, there are no pure friendship between guys and girls. is this statement true? how true is it then? well, if it is so true, then what are we? hmmm, for me, personally, i honestly do believe that there is pure friendship between guys and girls. just like us! right? of course, first thing first, you have to like me to be friends with me. and i guess, this is what the 'like' they are talking about.

they say, guys and girls shall not have pure friendship. it must have had some tinkling-tiny-tinny-itsy-bitsy crush feeling. well, i disagree. i like you guys, no, i should say i love you guys. but this love is not enough for me to upgrade your status(to the boyfriend status, of course) so yeah! i love you, but i'm not in love with you. and then again, i think. do you guys even like me? maybe i'm just being too self-centred/ self-interested that i assume you guys do... so, guys, do you? i think you do, right? if not, i won't be your friend for so long, right? ANSWER ME OKAY! i need your answer, this is very important to me. please. state it in the chatbox or leave a comment, anything..!!

alright, enough for today. i practically did nothing meaningful today. i drove to school, parked at sin's house, slept with him and soonlee until 10.30. had lunch and went home. -.-" BUT, i'm still freaking tired. yeap! can't forget the chores huh?

well...


I WANT MY MAID!!!!!



p.s//out of no where, this afternoon, i was just day dreaming while driving home, suddenly i realise that i hadn't been seeing xen and chun for a loooonnnnnngggg time, and i'm like so used to it. how can this be?? am i cruel or this just happen... but i know, i honestly miss them alot....especially their voice..how they call my name..:*(


love, cong.

2 types of people.

there's two tyes of people in your life that you'll meet...

one kind, are those who will bring you happiness, and yet, extreme severe sadness at the same time. they will eventually leave scars in your life...these people are unforgotteable, yet dangerous.

second kind, are those known as 'handkerchiefs', those who will always be there for you, wipe away all your tears, sweats, and pain. i have met my 'handkerchiefs'.. :) SIN and you guys, of course. and ...i did met the first kind too. so have you? :)

well, now...

i'm crazy over four guys! OH MY GOSH!!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! yesh, darlings, i'm currently watching this korean drama, BOYS OVER FLOWERS. basically, it's Meteor Garden in Korean version. but trust me, the drama is way way way much better. and the guys!? SPEECHLESS...they are so freaking HOT! ♥ ♥

♥ L>R : wubin, yijeong, junpyo, jandi, jihu. :) ♥

i love especially junpyo, lee min ho (real name) he looks abit like Jerry Yan right? but PLEASE, Jun Pyo is so much more hotter~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

of course, as you know, in practically all dramas, the supporting male actor , typical-sweet and gentle kind, the 'handlerchief' kind you know? always be there for you whenever you need him. so yeah, jihu is hot too! ♥


jihu. ♥

yijeong. ♥

wubin. ♥

love, cong.

i just want to do myself.

GUYS! read my title, please let me know what does it mean? xD

i just saw someone's blog and find it qutie funny~

seriously, to me, it's like i wanna fuck myself..lol!! it should be i just wanna be myself right???

my gosh! i was lauhging like hell! LMAO!!

please, tell me...am i wrong or what?

about who saying this phrase...i should keep quiet. :p i just hope that she will never find out about my blog. xD goood luck to mee!! o:) i am such an angel, right? :p

love, cong. o:)

genting :)

on labour's day, me, my sis and both of our guys went for a one day trip to GENTING! :D haha. i know i know, it will be stuffed with tonnes of people!! but who cares? we are teenagers, that's what we like, i guess. :p

we started our journey around one something, after finishing all the chores. -.-

it went on well, i was fooling around with sin, taking stupid pictures. :p and then. OH MY GOD! the traffic!! it started jam-ming even before we reach the bottom or near genting. well, we expected it, but still...0.0"

hmmm, then my sister decided that if genting is toooooo crowded, we shall go either fraser's hill or cameron. you know, just to breathe some fresh and cool air. x) haha! although, we know there's nothing much to do...

searching for the car park was already is time consuming okay? we turn round and round and finally got one..pfffft. seriously, imagine the crowd!! but suprisingly, the ticket counter was clear. :)

we only had one outdoor game though. -.-" i know, so wasted right?! but i think it's better as compared to the previous time when sin was sick...everyone was basically just sitting at the lobby, wasting time. haha! i wanted to take the 'swing chair' thing, but it was under maintenance! grrrr! hence, we only take, 'waited for an hour- damn stupid ride' - the dinosaur island! .... .... ....

the que was so freaking long, that i thank god so much i brought my camera to take pictures and of course, :) my nintendo DS. haha!! so yeah. end up, it was a really stupid ride, although, i was kinda scared of the dark! welll, it's hollywood phobia okay? cause i remember when i went to hollywood, i had this ride, my god! so scary, we were sitting on the bus, and then suddenly, the bus crashed in the middle of the water, it started sinking...what's worst, there was a shark coming from ahead. i still remember how it looks like. the shark fin coming nearer and nearer. scary~ and then there was the king kong, growling so loud in the cave, grabbing people...0.0 shocking moments! and indiana jones! the huge stone rolling towards us...so fast!! phew. those were the days man! hollywood and disney land are places that you should go before dying! haha. :P

my sister and her guy went casino while me and sin just walk around the indoor theme park. had a few rides, and then we head to gohtong for dinner. we had steamboat! :D sin took a whole plate of scallop for me!! hehe. and that guy had to keep refilling it. lol!!

oh yeah! we ran into sin's friend and sin's mummy's friend. what a small small world...;)

love, cong.