coincidence?

i heard this quite some time,
but i only remember i wanted to post it here, yesterday night.
remember sin's friend who has gone forever i mentioned on the previous posts?
his girl's name read in mandrin sounded like 4 , 1
so she buy this number, 9741 since his ex-guy love this number 9,7.
but guess what come out?
instead of 9741,
8841 came out..

which means?
8 8 ( bye bye) 4 1 ( girl's name)
he's saying bye to his girlfriend.

coincidence?
i think it's actually very sweeet, and saddening.
i guess it was right,

最美的爱情往往都是有遗憾的爱情。

*Bella: ‘I love you.’
Edward: “You are my life now.”

love, cong

Wuthering Heights

i'm currently reading Wuthering Heights.
i bought that book yesterday, or the day before.
it seems, to me, it'll be an interesting book.
i mean, it's a classic romance!
so i'm still halfway through.
i find it slightly difficult to understand, as compared to Twilight and others.
it's more..mmm, classic-ish. :p
but it's nice, so far.
i can't wait to finish it.


i found the line where Bella used in Eclipse. :)
'If all else perished, and he remained, i should still continue to be;
and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe might turn to a mighty stranger.'
so i guess, Heathcliff is the second 'he' to Catherine, and Edgar is the first? right?
i mean, the second one seems way much more important than the first.
so, Edward is the second to Bella, and Jacob is the first.
:)

i really love that quote. :)

hmm,
yesterday when i was randomly talking to my family after dinner,
i got quite a few names for my future children. :p
haha.
if possible, i want 2 boys and 2 girls.
their names?
boys, i'll consider, Edward, Jayden, Jonathan. :D
girls, mm, Esme, Isabella, Chloe. :)

i cried in my dreams yesterday night, i actually woke up in tears.
it's not about romance, it's about my family, and i don't wanna bring up my dreams here.
no one knows, only me, myself and i.
i guess i got influence by the anime i watched yesterday night before i sleep.
i watched Naruto with sin.
episode 361, the part where Satsuke finally knows that Itachi IS NOT a bad guy.
i knew it all along, i told sin before, maybe Itachi is not the bad guy,
and i was right.
i cried so so so badly during the replay of times where Satsuke and Itachi shared while they were still kids.
when all those heavy responsibility was never their business.
and cried the worst on the last scene where Itachi fell down, forever, infront of Satsuke.
he made it look like he wanted his stupid eyes! but he was just touching his brother on the forehead like how he used everytime when he ask for Sat's forgiveness, while they were still children.
he was like, 'forgive me, Sat, this will be the las time...' then smiled, and fell.
so sad..
by the thought of it, makes me cry now.
;(
i called rald right after to ask what's actually going on.
and felt really upset after knowing the truth.
Itachi, did all, for his only brother..
:(
....
okay,

*Bella: ‘I miss you.’
Edward: “I know, Bella. Believe me, I know. It’s like you taken half myself away with you.'



love, cong.

friends

Merry belated Christmas! :)
sorry guys, i know i'm so so so so late. i like to procrastinate.
i'm really really sorry.
so, i had my another birthday celebration in FullHouse, Sunway Pyramid. :)
i always like there! it's so dreamy~
i enjoyed it, though i wasn't really happy about my outfit that day.
i don't know, something just doesn't feel right. and i hate it.
it spoilt my mood for photo sessions, hence i look hideous in almost every photo.
then, there was this small drama between me and tee. i'm glad it's over, and we're okay. :)
hmm, so we went cheesing's after dinner, just to hang out. :D
it was great, you know, i have like everything i wanted, but just with one grudge.
i wish xen, hamo, momo, cind and kengloong could be here too. it would make things perfect!
hmmm, i haven't been talking to xen, i miss him...
if only i always hit the right time. o.o he's always away when i was free to talk to him.
and he won't reply my offline IMs. :(
..... i will make it up to him soon! i promise!
anyway, these was the presents i got from my delicate friends. :)

from cheesing. :)

from ying baobei. ;)

from rald and kimmy. :D


from chun and may. :D

the group photo. :)

yih you still owe my presents!! :D haha. and wai too, oh and yuchung!! lol! just kidding. ;)

thanks for all the presents! your presence during that dinner, and your wishes -even if late- was the best gift i can get, and want. :)

after my birthday, it was preparation for christmas!

we had our dinner at home, made steaks, salads, soup by ourselves.

:)

it was cosy, i love it.

sin and eric was here with us. i love christmas!! although, it could have been better with presents! haha.

then, we went to cheesing's. i mean, me, sin and qian. DRAMA!!! well, whoever been there would know. ;p but it's okay now. i wonder who made the toleration....-.-"

hmm, that was it.

now, i'm crossing my fingers, anxiously, waiting to welcome a brand new year! i wish this year of mine can be better than my current. i'm not saying this year wasn't good, but i wish it could be better. ;)

so, HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR! may all your wishes do come true in this coming brand new year! ;)

*Edward: “If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it’

love, cong.

finally 19.

so here i am, like i promise!! :D first of all, i wanna introduce this really sweet song i put in my blog. yes, it's David Cook's - Always be my baby. i really like his husky voice. it makes the whole song more,.. sad and sincere. i really wanna dedicate this song to my sin, he really did alot for me. so much.
on 19th decemeber, after i got back from Shirley's wedding dinner in TiTi, Seremban. i was exhausted.
so, i open the door to my room. duh! when i did...
my room looks likes this on usual day... look below. *without those blue lights*

but it was like this that night! and guess what? sin decorated it for me! as a suprise for my birthday present! i was so so shock and overwhelm! i really didn't know what to say. i never, never, ever expect this, because sin has already gotten my this pink bag...
i was..speechless. so touch..it looks like below..


pretty? and in the middle of my bed, there's this christmas tree. :) he told me he said, i love christmas tree. that's why he bought me one, my only presonal christmas tree. :) and then there was the huge packet of Rock Candy with 'Happy birhtday Dear' on it... i almost broke down to tears. last year was fireworks and 88 cupcakes, this year... :)
also, he bought me a pink Guess watch. he told me it was to remember every minute and every second we had. so that i can always know that sin will always be there for me..everytime.

christmas tree, watch, rock candy.

rock candy with ' Happy Birthday Dear' <3

the pink watch. :)

how can anyone not be touch? :(

he gave me so much, even my elder sister said it was so sweeet.

i was speechless. i guess, i know now, how much sin loves me.

i love him so much.

who would ever do this to me? someone so imperfect as me.

that's why i wanna dedicate this song to him..

'you're always be apart of me, i'm a part of you indefinitely ... darling cause you'll always be baby'

thanks sin, for everything.

i know, i'm always repeating this, but i do love you, so much.

and thanks..for everything....really.

so the next morning, i went to OU. since i'm having dinner with my parents at night, so i decided to have some time for just both of us. :)

and gosh! everywhere is super crowded!! i wonder why? everyone came out to celebrate my birthday!? haha. :p

i saw Optimus and Bee. :)

we soon leave Ou for Sunway. i wanted to go Charles & Keith to get that shoe so badly. as usual, sin will do anything for me to be happy. which is why even though it's super jam outside, we still headed to Sunway.

in the end? the black i wanted it's SOLD OUT! :C

sin wanted to bring me to Mid V for a try..but i was too tired, and it's too insane isn't it?

maybe the shoe and i were never meant to be. haha.

met up with elder sister and eric, and my family. :) we chill at Starbucks for while, but decided to leave because it's too noisy and crowded. so scaryyyy. -,-"

hence, we had dinner early at The Ship, uptown. :)

mummy, daddy and cong.

the rest of us. :)

my favorite cake, by sin. from Sun Moulin. :)


i was wishing for wishes to come true.



phumbaa had cream all over his eyesss. xD haha!

yesterday i had my time with my family, and tomorrow i'll be having it with my darling friends. :) i'm so happy that i have so many of them, my love ones to celebrate my birthday wth me. i'm so bless. :D

i know, my birtday means it's the day which my mummy suffer, so i got her this pair of shoes she really love.

mummy and daddy, thanks fo everything. cause if it isn't both of you, i won't be who i am now.

you gave me everything you could.

you made me the most luckiest girl in the world, (in my own definition)

thanks for everything.

dramas happen in my family few days ago..but i'm glad it's over now. so so over. :)

and people, thanks for all the wishes! it really means something to me! :) i love you people to bits!!!

*Edward: “I told you I’m not going anywhere. Don’t be afraid. As long as it makes you happy, I’ll be here.

love, cong.

touch.

i'll make this quick. :) i just got home from Aunt JN's daughter, Shirley's wedding. it was really sweet and touching. i cried, quite some times. i know, typical cong.
i almost cry in nearly every wedding dinner. i don't know why! o.o
it makes me wonder, who will be my mr.right?
will all my loved ones be there?
how shall i decorate the hall?
loads and loads..
yet, it will still to wait. so long more to go.

yesterday, cheesing, yih and momo brought me out for dinner the Menjalara. we ate CRABS in De Food Land. it was great~~ i enjoyed it so much. they said, it was a pre-birthday dinner. haha.
after dinner, we went to hang out at cheesing's. rald join us later.
as usual, chatting, bitching, playing!
can you imagine i actually can piggyback rald!! haha. :) yupp.
and he looks like the korean yesterday..i look so hideous in that picture..grrr.

doesn't rald look like the Korean?
the gang. :p

this was my outfit for the wedding dinner. :) the dress was from TopShop. and the stocking? i don't remember. haha. :p i love the make up, so Marilyn Monroe~ haha! i wish...

my eldest uncle, 2nd aunt and my 3rd aunt.



mummy and daddy. :)
my sisters. :)

qian was in the other table with my eldest aunt and 2nd uncle. ;) i wanted to take picture with them, but my camera was out...grr. and her pictures? i bet she would wanna post it up herself when i send to her soon. :) :) hehe.

about the advertisement below, i think it's really saddening. :(

i love it, but it always makes me cry...

so that's it. im tired. i gotta bounce.
love you people. ;)
oh, i'll be posting the my birthday present from cheesing soon. ;) i love it~

*Edward: ‘Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold…to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see you flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever’

love, cong.

7 days

:) 7 days till christmas.
i'm so excited!
i always love christmas. :) especially christmas eve! christmas itself is not as special as the 24th. ;)
i've been super busy, so true.
so busy that i didn't have time to read my Breaking Dawn.
yes, THAT busy. :)

anyhoo, love you people.
have a merry early christmas.
i'll be updating very soon. ;)


*Edward: ‘I love you. It’s a poor excuse for what I’m doing, but it’s still true.’


love, cong.

i'm emo

i think i'm insane. maybe, berserk is a better word.

why? i never started with a good morning.

firstly, i didn't sleep well due to some tradegy.

sin's friend, well, had gone forever last night, in a road accident.

i'm so worried about him. sin was upset. i can hear from his voice.

and i'm sorry about what had happened, sorry for not being there for him.

i feel so... useless, suddenly. like i was no help to anything.

second, i didn't get to sleep well last night.

despite the first reason i mentioned, i was suffering from, this heartache, which is not suppose to be.

i feel pain for Edward. yes, i finished ECLIPSE. and i LOATHE it! not all of it, not the part where Edward and Bella was too sweet. :) but it's the worst book among the four.
how could Bella be so 'generous'? in love with two guys at one time, when one of he cherish her to bits, loved her so well - when Edward is so perfect?

how could she honestly be so mean to him?!

i would, i could love Edward better. if i had the chance.

i know, as stupid as i am, it really does hurt my heart.

and Edward was so unselfish, excusing her from all this by just one fact. 'you're a human.'

....oh Edward.

i honestly do envy Bella so much. i don't hate her, just mad at her for not knowing how lucky she is, to have everything i ever wanted.

hmm, thank god i already read it once. because it would have hurt MORE when i have no idea about the HAPPY ENDING.

YEAH, i watched New Moon AGAIN, with my family.

daddy was, well, as expected, bored of the movie.

he was like, the whole movie is about 'i sacrifise for you; you die for me; romeo & juliet' ...

daddy was funny. :) but at least he didn't snore while he was asleep. that's a relief.

mummy was better, she atually enjoyed the movie. she said the story was nice. i'm glad. but she choose the blonde vampire - one of the three Volturi - was it Caius? or Marcus? i don't know. but i was SHOCKED. i tried to convinced her Edward is way much more breathtaking. :)

he does for me, so drop dead gorgeous.

back home, i called sin.

according to him, his friend's girl was crying so badly.

of course, who wouldn't? after 2 years of relationship, who wouldn't?

to deal with the losing part was okay, you know, time heals and everything.

but the worst part - which i personally think - is the after,

is how to deal with all the thoughts in your mind that used to have him in it, the plan you had all fixed to share with him.

how is it possible to erase someone from your future&past when you had loved him so much? when he was so close to you a few seconds ago? when he was so real...

i pity that girl. i will never understand how she's feeling now, or so i wish i would never have the chance to.

all the best, girl. i wish you all the best...

if a girl is even allowed to dream the impossible, the only one thing i would wish for, Edward. maybe, it's not Edward, maybe it's the love he had for her. the love that forever is possible...

i want to cry out loud, i feel so emo, but there's nothing in my life now that i can cry for.

i should be following page by page on the quote. but not for today.

i love this the most, it's not from Twilight, but New Moon.

*Edward: ‘Before you, Bella, my life was a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars – points of light and reason…And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, where the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for everything.’

love, cong

Twilight

from now on, each and every of my post, below or wherever it will be,
i assure you, there will be one quote from the twilight saga that i love!
:)

* Edward: ‘It would be more . . . prudent for you not to be my friend, but I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.

love, cong.

hometown

i'm sorry for the sudden lost again! i was in a hurry, back to my hometown. my mummy decided it all too sudden. it was right after dinner, that she ask us to get pack and headed back to our hometown. :) i kinda like it there, well, for some reasons. but i don't really like it during night time. it's all too scary for me. xD haha.

wonder what did i do in my hometown with no malls, no internet line, no laptop. nothing.

well, at least there's astro.

but still, i preferred to be stick to New Moon. :) i meant, the book.

i'm reading the twilight series again. :)

i realize, despite the fact that they had Edward Cullen SHOWN in the movie, i actually prefer the book more.

it's much much much more detailed. and you can see the love clearly!!

i love love love twilight. :) :)

of course, sin came down often. to kept me accompanied. afterall, we can't really see each other that often during holidays. we took our chances. :)

on monday noon, i went out with rald. nothing much, just lunch and talkings.

we didn't go far, only to Aeon Bukit Tinggi. that figures right? i mean, about the 'nothing much to do'.

it was nice talking to rald again.

just two old friends, talking about what's happening in their life, and what had happen in the past. laught about silly mistakes we made.

we were walking rounds and rounds, not window shopping but talking. :)

it went on for hours, until my flats kinda hurt my feet.

i asked rald to go accompany his mummy for gym instead of wandering in my house.

i'm glad he listened, and really glad that his mummy is happy that rald is there with her.:)

one of my best friend. :)

7 years. like i said, rald, i know you love me. i know you do. for all that you've done for me. ;)

okay, i should go back to Edward. i miss him already. :)

love, cong.

rald's skin

i'm practically insane now!! i can't help myself but to watch New Moon again and again. i watched it yesterday afternoon, before celebrating yih's birthday. :) i watched it with sin, of course. who else would wanna watch with me again and again. even sin is on his maximum limit. he insulted Edward in front of me. why? i had him watching the third time after the dinner with the rest of you guys. :D haha.
i know, i'm insane.

i know, i'm crazy over Edward Cullen.
its the way he walks,
its the way he smile,
its the way he speaks,
its the way he cares,
its the way he's so protective over Bella,
its the way he loves...
everything of him, fascinates me.
i am, unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.


OKAY!
my outfit for the day. going on a sixties mood. that's why. did i mention that i love Audrey Hepburn? :) i was kinda inspired by her, with the outfit and the makeup. :p

i pick sin up at the Ktm, and we went to pyramid. i had to get him new clothes! seriously, he was wearing whole black! i mean, it's okay for me, but the t really get on my nerves. we took some time before the movie for some shopping. he got himselve two knitwear. i love him in it. he looks so, different. :) like what tee said, MY "edward"-to-be. lol. i don't think he's even close. :p but i still love him for who he is.

this is how pyramid had decorated for christmas.

hmm, i ♥ christmas!
it's the warm-est festival ever! seriously, it always makes me feel warm and happy. :) especially when it is celebrated in a winter seasoned country.

i had the most memorable christmas in Disney Land, Paris. when i'm still a kid. wait, or was it Disney Land, Los Angeles? errr, i don't really remember. i was too young. but i know i did. those lights, the cold wind, the snow, the street, mickey, minner, donald, goofy, pluta, daisy...it was too clear.

i know, i love that night.

it was the greatest christmas.

thanks daddy. ♥ ♥

after the movie, i drive home to change into my flats. :) haha. and then came back to pyramid again for yih's dinner. we had it Oviet, Vietnamese Cuisine. the lemongrass chicken/lamb chop was mouthwatering. :) haha. everyone was at ease. no drama or whatever.
everyone was happy, i was happy. :)
i gave out souvenir that i brought back from ZhuHai/Guangzhou. kept some for those who weren't there. xen, sai, wai, kengloong, ying, moko, hamo, lee, remember you're chocolate is still with me. :D :D
speaking of them, it reminds me of rald. :) why?
because he has the closest skin to Edward's. super fair and all. skinny, yet with some abs.
i was like going through his skin slowly... he reminds me of Edward. :p
okay, it sounds scary now. i should stop. ;p SORRY KIMBERLEY! hehe.
we met Racheal, yuchung's girl. :) she's nice, but shy, i notice. haha.
tee was Bella to sin, and sin was Edward to tee.
jokes, laughter, pictures rounded up that dinner.
i'm happy. :)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YIH! ♥♥♥

i just love group photos. :) a.k.a family photo.

love, cong.

procrastination

i procrastinated again. i was suppose to be blogging yesterday, but i was too lazy. AND, to caught up in my all-time-favorite book. yes, the twilight series. i've been reading it all over again. i just can't get enough of edward cullen. :) i know i'm going insane, but i think it's all worth it. don't ask me why. :)

you know lately there's been this team jacob or team edward thing? i kinda think, it's a bit, you know, waste of time? i mean, whoever reads the series, knows that the in the end, it will be edward and bella. jacob is like, the supporting character. so why bother? o.o ( this only refers to my own opinion. sorry if i offended anyone. i don't have the intention to. ) hmm, but i gotta admit he's sizzling hot in the movie! especially with his short black hair. :) :) BUT, i still stick to team Edward. Edward's just devastatingly gorgeous! ahhh. i'm going crazy~
i watched New Moon right before we celebrated my sister's 2*th birthday. i love the movie, but loathes the place where i watch it. the people in the cinema, just can't stop murmuring!! it' so bothering! ugh! HENCE, i'm watching it again!! i don't care what people say how crazy i am, i am going to watch it again. :p haha!
gosh! how badly i wish i am Bella. :)

oh, i guess, i watch twilight the 16 time now. xD yup, i watch the movie yesterday, again. and nomatter how many times i watched it, Edward cullen still dazzles me like noboody else. :) i guess he is still and always my dream guy afterall. hmmm. :)




okay, back to reality!:)
we had the dinner at Swiss Garden Hotel for my sister's birthday. Her guy buy us all dinner. :) it was a great day. everyone was happy! i bought my sister a pair if black heels with gold studs. i'm glad she loves it. hehe.








p.s//about my result for Final. i'm so happy with it. i guess hardworking does pay! i score 2 HighDistinction and 2 Dictinction. :) :) i'm glad daddy and mummy are happy too. :) i love me! haha!

AND today, it's my darling cousin leng's birhtday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may all you birthday wishes do come true. :D :D MUACX~


love, cong.

honey, i'm home!

honeys, i'm home! :) yup! i'm so back from my year end shopping trip in guangzhou + zhuhai. :)
it was great! i mean, the trip. why? the food, the goods, the hotel, the weather, the people who went. it was all great! i'm so so happy.
when we first got back, all of us complain that we're not use to the hot weather here. lol! yup, i do miss the cold weather there. the food and everything. but here, there's someone i miss the most, so i guess, coming back isn't such a bad thing. :p i can sacrifice sometimes, somethings for someone. :D haha.
this time, i don't think i was a shopaholic, i didn't buy too much, just moderate. but my younger sister! she bought so much! my mummy told her that she ain't getting anymore cloths for new year!! haha. :)
about the items i bought? maybe i'll post it up soon. before that, i shall list it down? :) i bought uncountable tees, jeans, skirts, dress. :p all of it were so cheap and pretty! i can assure that you won't be gettting any of it in Malaysia in a few years time. because their fashion trend are way ahead of us. :) like once, i bought this dress from guangzhou, and they only had it here like 2-3 years later. the only grudge? it's too bad that it's winter there, if not, i think we would have bought more! because, we can't be possibly wearing long sleeves 365 days in Malaysia. look at the weather!
hmmmm, it's not totally a loss for me. afterall, i already got some of my oversea-study-attire there. :p i bought like, 3 winter/autumn coats, despite the fact that i had alot of winter wear already. :p haha! i buy for the sake of buying!
just kidding, i need it. that's why i bought it.
i left myself in regret for not getting the ivory dress, the star-shape-american-flag-like ring, the red burberry coat-as mummy said it was too old, the royal party black coat!! - daddy said i had too much coats. :( and the karen millen dinner dress! ugh!! :( what to do??
well, the coats i've bought?
one was rose hot pink, one whole black from teenie weenie - the teddy bear brand. :) so cute~~ but daddy was the one who insisted me to buy it. haha! and one, i guess, it's my favourite! a whole ivory colour fur coat!! so J.Lo/rich spoilt brat style! haha. joking. but i seriously love it, and it's like, only rm60!? of course, no real fur! isssh. [stop animal abuse]

speaking of animal, look at this one. another no-bringing-back-cute puppy i saw in guangzhou. :( it's a cocker spaniel~~ superb cute~
i bought shoes for my darling dogs, they look so funny in it. haha! xD

i wanna bring it home!


on the airplane.

charming hotel lobby, zhuhai.


weirdo.

before shopping in beijing street.

:)

daddy was forced to take picture with us. :p

i didn't take much picture. sorry people! was really, really really busy shopping. plus, my hand was full with bags of goods. i had no time to take pictures. xD haha!

but all and all, i miss you guys. :) i can't believe i'm saying this, but i really did MISS MALAYSIA! i know, i can't believe it myself. :) haha.

but seriously, compared to people in guangzhou, i think we, malaysians, are way much more polite! why? for example, when you're walking, another person who is walking too, walks across your path, which will eventually make both of you collide if one won't stop. usually, in here, we both stop. but there, they won't stop!! they expect you to stop OR they just wanna hit each other...o.o now you get it?

there's so much to post. :) but i'm going outstation again, back to my hometown. with not internet line ;( i'll just have to wait.

i'll be updating about my sister's birthday, new moon and my finals result next! :D

muacx.

love, cong.